I see a "Trauma counsellor" she's lovely but mostly just into validation.
I also have a psychologist who's very familiar with DV and trauma, she's a Buddhist and more like a kind friend, she's a free one for uni students at my university.
I was seeing a "Trauma Release Exercises" (TRE its trademarked as) therapist, she was a victim of childhood abuse herself, a bit vulnerable and peer supporty, last year.
I need a more specific therapist, by the sounds of what I've been reading here, to help get out the other side, maybe even some regression, to try find out why all the memory blocks and what happened very very young.
I don't think there's too much choice here though, i live in regional au.