What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lost Marbles]

I'm feeling like I don't want to get out of bed today.
I don't want to deal with life.
Wishing I were numb... or dead, or having never been born.
Wishing the babysitter had failed to resuscitate after drowning me in the bath tub.
Wishing the neighbors hadn't rescued me from my suicide attempt when I was 13.
Wishing my best friend had shot and killed me like he threatened before he turned the gun onto himself when we were 18.

just don't want to be alive anymore.

 

[Anrish]

I am feeling...alive and cared about.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling relieved and blessed

 

[Multitudes]

@Lost Marbles, I want you to be alive!

I am feeling that I want to hug everyone here suffering with 'I want to end'!

It's what I wish for when I do. :hug:

 

[Lost Marbles]

@Lost Marbles, I want you to be alive!

I am feeling that I want to hug ev...

thanks @Multitudes, since I wrote that this morning I've managed to get some laundry done ands get a little to eat.

 

[Tinyflame]

@DharmaGirl :hug: @Lost Marbles :hug: @Justmehere :hug: @Muttly :hug: @Ronin

thankful
lot of thoughts, mixed

 

[Chiqui]

Calmed and sort of content. Wise.

 

[mumstheword]

Eyes cried out, exhausted, post-ordeal come-down relieved, over it, spent, having had a new chasm straight down into hell opened up inside of me but really it was there all the time, I'm staring into the abyss that I always tried to live with and deny I had inside me, I have resources now though, a new season of hell is upon me but I am a rock, burn me hell, I still won't cease to be but I may melt. I am ready to melt

 

[8888]

Angry and agitated

 

[Akhos]

Jealousy, love and hatred

 

[Lost Marbles]

As I get ready for work this morning, I feel optimistically hopeful.

 

[intothelight]

Very, very tired.