What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Sweetleaf]

A total mess.

Me too >.<
Anxiety, chest pains - a medical person is going to be thoroughly investigating my crotch later today.
2 hours of sleep.
f*ck

 

[ladee]

Me too @intothelight. The roofers are almost done with my building.. I am going to sleep for days when this is over. Already being hypersensitive to noise, loud noise especially, And HD is a wreck. So we are two quivering sissies hiding in the apartment... being grateful we don't have a gun or poison darts... they are just doing their job... but daaaammmmn.... need quite...

 

[Ronin]

being grateful we don't have a gun or poison darts

:hilarious: Got both.

Both equally useless for making The Noise stop, though.
Manuals had nooo word about the noise, but all the words about not using them at living anything.

But I could pass you ear plugs? :cool:
The manual said just Do not use as darts on THAT one.

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh @Ronin :roflmao:

@intothelight @ladee @EveHarrington @Ronin @Sweetleaf :(, @OldFashionRose , + HD! :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[ladee]

LOL @Ronin... I don't want to hurt anyone... I just want them to get finished...and anyway, I would end up shooting myself in the foot and falling on the poison dart... so, there's two more reasons that was not a good idea... they have finally finished...

 

[Ronin]

I would end up shooting myself in the foot and falling on the poison dart.

... I did not finish by what I do with them, did I. We could be commiserating though, the same end result. :whistling:

Anyway, glad you are having some peaceful time. :tup:

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Numb, then the panic hits. Trigger is me being so tired.

Neighbours dog has been quiet for the last couple of mornings, but I had to be up early anyway, so still very little sleep. My joints hurt, it's gone passed an ache and I have to see my doctor next week as the only good hand I've got is showing the same symptoms of what crippled my other joints. Great!

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I feel overwhelmed. I think an anniversary I don't remember is coming. I feel tired. I didn't sleep good. It felt like chronic pain woke me up every half hour. I woke up at least 3 or 4 times. A lot of things have been happening. My therapist resigned. I started seeing my new therapist that my previous therapist matched me up with. There's just a lot happening.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling relief that I found a few facilities that will take my mother. Feeling frustrated at the few and quality of facilities that deal with combination of memory issues and mental illness. Some of the places I wouldn't use as a swine barn. Feeling emotionally detached from people because it is all too much right now.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Hugs, if you accept, @intothelight . Such a heavy and heart-wrenching task to try to work through. It's damn well scary seeing what is allowed to pass as "care" nowadays. Wishing you both favorable and kind experiences as the process continues.

Feeling a wide range of everydamnthing and it's all rushing in like a tidal wave. Grateful for the breathing techniques that help soothe the savage nervous system. Seeing younger loved ones living out your worst nightmares, struggling with the very basics of life, and not being able to help but so much and/or enact change on their behalf rips my heart out and takes me back to places I could surely benefit from not revisiting.

I just wish I could make everything alright for every living being. Looks like the garden space will be getting watered with tears today. Grateful for the release. Man, this whole existence has proven to be one hell of an ongoing challenge no matter how it's approached and nurtured. We may feel weak as f*ck more often than not, but I'd say one must be pretty damn strong to even still be breathing in the midst of all the societal bullshit that gets accepted as being "normal", period. Good luck, y'all, in whatever your goals are....it's a jungle out there.

 

[Mee]

Really annoyed with my feet and ankles, especially old righty. It's sorr and swollen and bruised from the swelling and it's making me cross with it and my self.

 

[Sweetleaf]

Weird. Shitty. No sleep.