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What Made You Angry Today?

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The ass that yelled at me in elevator for accidently stepping on his shoes. He said they were new. Even after i apologized and said i have balance issues entering things like elevators from a brain injury. I stumbled and i am sorry. He made me feel angry and guilty. He was tall fit clean cut and full of loudness.

My amygdala was just revving up to shout shut the f0ck up about your shoes you sound like a b1tch. My shoes my nails omg theres no wifi...

Then elevator door opened and i walked out.....angry.
 
The ass that yelled at me in elevator for accidently stepping on his shoes. He said they were new....

My balance problems came initially from TBI but I more recently realized that PTSD was also a cause. When I’m having bad PTSD days- my balance can be really bad. When Im zoned out- bad balance.

BTW-You maintained your integrity by not stooping to the persons level in the elevator who yelled at you. Way to go!

In my opinion, it’s fine to cuss someone out mentally- just best not let it fly out of my mouth- I always end up with mud on my face when I screw up and let them have it verbally!
 
The same thing that angers me everyday, pretty much...industrial agriculture that profits off the blatant abuse and demise of the animals/environment, as well as the human employees who are also treated like absolute shit...and the other various industries who purposely create and profit off of addictive food-like/beverage-like substances that steadily set folks up for a lifetime of dis-ease. I'm surrounded by it and there's no way out. Which is why I spend so much time going within, instead.
 
Yep- I’m one of those suckers- Coke! It’s so addictive- but I don’t drink, smoke or do drugs, take drugs if not necessarily absolutely necessary, or overeat anymore or even eat much meat- But- arg- I do love Coke!! But you make a very valid point about processed food, unhealthy farming methods, big business, the food industry in general, and health!
 
I totally innerstand. I used to drink soda, coffee, alcohol, and super sweet tea daily, as my main forms of hydration, and would steadily partake in all the food-like stuffs, too, especially the fast and "convenient" stuff, for the first 4 decades of my life. Once I saw someone clean battery acid off of a car battery with coke, I started to rethink things, then kept learning more as I became nearly bed ridden from my body steadily breaking down under the weight of my choices, both figuratively and literally. Then I switched to diet coke and ginger ale thinking it was a healthier option because, gee, that's what the doc told my family member to drink. Beep. Wrong answer. So much to see behind so many curtains, and once I saw it, I couldn't unsee it.

Kombucha helped me break the soda and beer addiction. Discovered it at an outdoor music festival and never looked back. The ginger variety is my favorite. Then an ER visit helped me flip the rest of my consumption script a little over 3 years ago. Not a method I'd ever recommend, but it sure made me pay attention, whether I wanted to or not. lol Some days I wish I'd never learned anything differently so I wouldn't have to put so much damn thought and effort into nutrition and being prepared, but that particular flavor of my ignorance was no longer blissful anymore, that's for sure. Not that I was ever healthily nourished to begin with. Morbidly obese and morbidly malnourished...quite a painful combination.

I still find it funny/sad/angering how more folks were concerned that I was losing weight too quickly when I changed my diet than were EVER concerned about me reaching well over 300 lbs. as I was constantly being applauded for being such a good cook and such. You really can't make this shit up. lol I'm also angry that more places don't offer more whole food plant-based options on purpose, dammit. Salad eventually gets old each time I go out and not many restaurants take too kindly to me bringing my own food.
 
I have been dealing with people making homosexual advances towards me, and when I "bite back" in self defense, I get in trouble.

I'm not "homophobic", I just don't like gays. Not expressing dislike for them as people, but the thing about being gay.
I figure if someone wants to be gay, fine. Be gay. Gay ain't my way, so leave me out of it. But they don't.
Well, it just so happens that that is what a lot of my PTSD is over- I was forcefully raped by a queer. I put my dislike for gender preference aside....I opened my heart and my home to a man that claimed he was in need, and he raped me.
Now I find out that if I speak out against gays, I'm homophobic.

Noooo, you got it allll wrong, baby doll. *I* ain't afraid of no queers. Be gay if that's your way. But leave me out of it. Because otherwise you're gonna end up being "Cactus-Jack-phobic" if you don't.

It's all about respect. Not all gays raped me, so I won't punish them all. But I don't have to love them or participate with them in order to appreciate and respect their right to choose. But they WILL respect my right to choose.
Sadly there are too many people that disagree with that concept, which is why I have to say things like I do.
 
Not really angry, just , deep sigh, aggravated. I have said from day one there is something 'wrong' with where I am living. The apartment itself.. hard to explain. Have just got back from vacation. Took my dog with me.. she was fine!! All the people, all the noise, all the movement. And now that we are back home, she has been edgy and quick to bark, just like she has been since we moved in here. Wish she could tell me what the bad mojo is, so I could see if I can do something about it... trying to rest, and she keeps barking... poor baby, and she's tired too !!!
 
On my walk yesterday..so sorry I should be over it I suppose by now... I found an elderly bloke recovering with his old dog who had just been attacked by another dog.

The old guy was taking his dog for a walk, I had seen them half an hour earlier and they were strolling along, on lead and fine. I don't know them.

It was difficult to communicate (my disability) but apparently they rounded a corner and a freaked out dog, off lead - attacked them.

The offending dog and owner jumped into a car and took off..leaving the old guy and dog in shock and with injuries...bite's, slobber etc. I sat with them both for a while and waited till some relatives of his came to help them.

This makes me so angry. I absolutely love dogs.

I don't like people who allow their dogs to roam off lead if they bite people and other dogs.

This just makes it so easy for dog haters to win the day about hating all dogs ever being taken anywhere!
 
F* it, not apologizing just so that things are OK. I feel that people should shut their f* mouth. Plus I feel I am way too smart than they are, they should honor me. Huh
 
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