Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Anyway, when I'm feeling very more normal and less frustrated, I will get back to your diaries and other posts! I think you're all fantastic and I've been thinking of you and hoping you're doing well. I know y'all don't need me to live but I still feel happy to at least listen. You all make me remember that there are good people in the world :)

 

[Kubash16]

Sooo I don’t like that line of y’all don’t need me to live. First of all I guess technically by survivability definition I suppose you are right. We are internet strangers after all. However, I in particular love your posts and thoughts and think you make the world or at least my end of the internet a little sparklier. ?

We are all pretty much saying the same things over and over in our diaries so you aren’t missing much lol.

 

[littleoc]

First of all I guess technically by survivability definition I suppose you are right.

That's what I mean! I don't want to feel so... self important? that I can't be there for everyone all the time?

But you made my day just now, so thank you :) :) :D I have not been feeling well liked lately. Things happen tho.

My mom did gift me my dad's Torah that had belonged to the family for a while. He tried to get rid of it and she saved it for some reason.

I also noticed that she has his picture upstairs with him and his deceased brother and his sister. I'm not sure what that's about. I'm thinking about taking it and putting it with my stuff because that would make more sense anyway. I'm guessing she just doesn't want to get rid of it because Uncle Eric died so... sadly. And Aunt E is awesome. The only normal child my grandparents had!

 

[Freida]

Welcome back! I've missed you! :hug:
I think mom is threatened because you are showing her that it is coming - you are leaving. Even better -- you are starting to take care of you first. And I'm guessing that's a huge threat to her.
You deserve your own life!!

 

[littleoc]

I've missed you! :hug:

I have no idea why someone as badass as you would even notice me :laugh: Thank you! I hope you've been doing okay!

And yeah, it's normal for an adult kid to want to leave eventually. I'm not out of line or anything

 

[somerandomguy]

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
I have really, really missed you.

I'm sorry things aren't going so great. You'll be out of there soon, and then things will be a thousand times better.

 

[Freida]

I have no idea why someone as badass as you would even notice me :laugh:

oh hun you are one of the bright spots in my day! :hug:

 

[frogthroat]

You'll get out and into your own place soon. I'm glad you're okay. I'm sorry you got so depressed. That's a very frightening place to be.

 

[frogthroat]

Pssssssssssstttt....I want to see the gecko.

 

[littleoc]

I have really, really missed you.

I missed you too! I was wondering how you were! :hug:

oh hun you are one of the bright spots in my day! :hug:

I am extremely flattered :0 Thank you!!

@RuffledFeathers I was going to put off coming online until tomorrow but I saw your request! I would LOVE to show her off lol

And thank you for the well wishes :hug: :hug:

 

[littleoc]

She has pretty aligator eyes! You can’t see the most here but they’re there :P

 

[frogthroat]

She has pretty aligator eyes! You can’t see the most here but they’re there :p

She's really cool looking. I've never seen a gecko like that before. I was thinking of the smooth green ones. She does look like a tiny, polkadot alligator with a rounder head.