therealog13
New Here
I have been battling depression and anxiety for a long time, I lost one of my best friends 2 days before Christmas in 2008, I spent 15 years working in adult corrections, max and medium prisons, I witnessed a lot of traumatic things and it has effected me pretty bad, I’ve been on medications but I felt like I was doing pretty well a few months ago and it turns out I was not, I buried my in a bottle of booze and didn’t turn out well, my wife is now thinking about a divorce but has been keeping me in limbo for a month now, she won’t talk to me unless I initiate it, it hurts pretty bad and I can’t help but feel like she’s giving up on me and punishing me for my mental health issues. I really don’t know what to do now, had surgery today and she never even reached out to me to see how I was doing, it’s hurtful.