whiteraven
MyPTSD Pro
I haven't felt suicidal in a couple of years. That, after feeling it chronically for decades. And then yesterday, it started all over again. The hating myself, the realizing people have a *reason* not to care about or listen to me. Knowing that I have never been anything, and I never will. Made worse today after a meeting tonight. I don't even feel like I'm doing right by my cats. I love them so much, but I wonder if someone else could love them more.
There's so much I have to do, and I just feel like checking out.
There's so much I have to do, and I just feel like checking out.