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COCSAvictim
I went thru childhood sexual abuse at age 4. By 6-7 boys and it was in public. The one that called me, planned my rape out, put it almost inside me and I felt it (his penis). I told myself to laugh bcs I was embarrassed. For 10 years I had UTIs and kidney damage, was bullied most of my childhood because I cried and was traumatized, I had flashbacks for years, peed in my bed until 14yo, and my mom still can't understand how serious COCSA is. I still feel extremely traumatized by it, 17 years later. And I wish people would stop minimizing our pain. We were raped. I was raped.
R A P E D!
It doesn't matter that they were children or that they didn't have sp***.
Actually, I wish I was actually raped at some relatively older age instead of this, this is a topic nobody wants to address, how broken it makes the victim and how we are gaslighted because 'it wasn't that serious'
f*ck you and your ideas of rape
I felt it, I had consequences, I WAS raped.
I had to vent.
R A P E D!
It doesn't matter that they were children or that they didn't have sp***.
Actually, I wish I was actually raped at some relatively older age instead of this, this is a topic nobody wants to address, how broken it makes the victim and how we are gaslighted because 'it wasn't that serious'
f*ck you and your ideas of rape
I felt it, I had consequences, I WAS raped.
I had to vent.
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