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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

No you are not Srain, your just a bit stressed at the moment, and as you know it will pass.

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It's been kind of an up and down day for me so far. I just read in the paper about Jimmy Lomax Operation Santa Claus from my city had died. What a giving man he was. He gave and did so much for the needy in my city. :(

My sister dropped off a pic of my friend and I Cathy that recently passed away. Cathy's sister found it recently and forgot to give it to me when I saw her at the funeral home recently. So she gave it to my sister to give to me. We look to be about 8 years old in the pic. I am going to try and track her sister down since I want to thank her for thinking of me and giving me this pic. It stirred up the emotions today after looking at the pic.
 
Thanks for that GREAT picture, (((Amethist))) Too cute!!

Go, KP the nut!!

I feel like I'm in a 'holding pattern', with no ETA.(Expected Time of Arrival) Anxiety and depression are always lurking, and could take over, but I'm gonna win, and just be calm! Don't let my mind wander to dangerous areas of fear and the future! Son will be in the air Wed/Thurs to USA from Philippines via China.

We are waiting to hear more about my older brother's prostate cancer. Tests are being run this week. I just hope he tells someone other than my dad. Right now, only his wife, my dad, and I know, but I'm not supposed to.

I know because I saw on the TV caller ID that it was my brother. It was not a normal time for him to call, and I heard Dad praying for him. Not the words, but the tone he has when he is praying. So, I came out, and asked, "what's wrong with who?'. So he told me. That's too big of a secret for him to have alone, so I'm glad I asked. But, it is my brother's story to tell, whenever he chooses. He probably has a harder time asking for help than I do, and that's bad!

So, I'm excited my son is on his way back to the States, but dreading the prognosis on my brother. This is the part of life that gets me. When there are multiple things going on that I have no control of!!! Just how do it do THAT one day at a time....lol...I just DO!! And good stress, is STILL stress!!
 
Emotional basket case....everything is coming so fast now. Can't keep the tears in check. I will get through this though. New chapter in my life starting. Hanging on for the ride the best I can!
 
I feel :poop:!!!! I got a bill I didn't expect and it made me angry. It was a demand for overpayment of Family Tax Credits which we haven't had for over a year. I rang them but thinking it was a mistake but they said it was right and I felt angry and upset and haven't felt settled all day. :mad: My sister triggered me big time yesterday so I feel really betrayed and horrid inside.:(

Also I feel very hot, headachy, sickly and just plain :sick:! I ache all over and feel like I'm coming down with the flu. I want to crawl into a dark place, curl up with my teddy and pretend none of it is happening.
 

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