SadDreamer
Bronze Member
Is it possible to overcome PTSD at all? Or at least, live with it normally without medication?
In april 2011, I sort of had a mental break down, I couldn't focus in my classes due to my trama resurfacing and consuming my every thought. It literally was so OVERWHELMING I failed all 3 of my classes. I would just not go to class. I don't know why. Ive always been a good student, but since PTSD, school is like the hardest thing in the world for me to focus on. As we speak, I should be writing a paper but I can't focus.
My doctor put me on an anti psychotic medication, and an anti anxiety take as needed medication this summer. She said that I needed medication to calm my anxiety, and that in turn will help me gain my focus back. I took it for about 2 months, and hated it. It made me even more depressed, although it was during a time when my friend committed suicide so who knows if it was the meds or me making myself depressed. I gained weight, I didn't want to get out of bed, and I just had no motivation to do ANYTHING. It made me foggy, like I wasn't even there at all. I felt like I had lost a part of me.
My mom said she felt like she lost her daughter, I wasn't me anymore...
I stopped taking it, and went back to my doctor. I told her I didn't like the way antidepressents made me feel. I told her I felt WORSE on it. She said, oh, you just need MORE, a higher dose? and prescribed me another type of antidepressent. I felt like she wasn't even listening to me at all and was just pushing drugs on me.
I haven't been back since. I honestly want to get better, but I feel like that physciatrist didn't try to know anything about me and just pushed Big Pharma drugs on me. I'm not some kind of lab rat experiment lady. Talk therapy helped me more than drugs did.
Id rather lose my temper, and embarrass myself by overreacting than literally feeling like I'm melting away on crazy pills. I donno. I probably don't know enough about PTSD, but I am scared shitless of doctors and I don't trust them. I fell like they will push any drug on you that makes them money. Are there other successful ways to combat PTSD without drugs? I don't know if the side effects are worth it to me.
In april 2011, I sort of had a mental break down, I couldn't focus in my classes due to my trama resurfacing and consuming my every thought. It literally was so OVERWHELMING I failed all 3 of my classes. I would just not go to class. I don't know why. Ive always been a good student, but since PTSD, school is like the hardest thing in the world for me to focus on. As we speak, I should be writing a paper but I can't focus.
My doctor put me on an anti psychotic medication, and an anti anxiety take as needed medication this summer. She said that I needed medication to calm my anxiety, and that in turn will help me gain my focus back. I took it for about 2 months, and hated it. It made me even more depressed, although it was during a time when my friend committed suicide so who knows if it was the meds or me making myself depressed. I gained weight, I didn't want to get out of bed, and I just had no motivation to do ANYTHING. It made me foggy, like I wasn't even there at all. I felt like I had lost a part of me.
My mom said she felt like she lost her daughter, I wasn't me anymore...
I stopped taking it, and went back to my doctor. I told her I didn't like the way antidepressents made me feel. I told her I felt WORSE on it. She said, oh, you just need MORE, a higher dose? and prescribed me another type of antidepressent. I felt like she wasn't even listening to me at all and was just pushing drugs on me.
I haven't been back since. I honestly want to get better, but I feel like that physciatrist didn't try to know anything about me and just pushed Big Pharma drugs on me. I'm not some kind of lab rat experiment lady. Talk therapy helped me more than drugs did.
Id rather lose my temper, and embarrass myself by overreacting than literally feeling like I'm melting away on crazy pills. I donno. I probably don't know enough about PTSD, but I am scared shitless of doctors and I don't trust them. I fell like they will push any drug on you that makes them money. Are there other successful ways to combat PTSD without drugs? I don't know if the side effects are worth it to me.