What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Srain]

Amethist, walking into things (walls, doors, coffee table, etc.) is a specialty of mine :whistling: so I'm getting the "stupid" thing. Hey, we all do it and it hurts, ouch! I'm considering bubble wrap for my hipbone that I invariably smack with the car door..I cannot explain the logistics of that one! :speechless:

((((((((((KP))))))))))(((((((((PH)))))))))

I am feeling actually pretty good, that can worry me if truth be told but I did have a chance to cuss out and verbalize my fantasy of getting my husband's punky boss in a dark alley some time so I image that in itself released a little pent up...umm emotion. After 2 1/2days confined to bed it helps to get the blood circulating again. :) I'll try not to think ahead.

 

[Sazza]

I feel utter rubbish, I'm staring into this dark pit with no light and nothing but tiredness and lack of emotion. I feel dead but breathing if that makes sense.

Something needs doing with my medication asap but with christmas and open access where have wait and see any doctor it's not going to happen. It hard enough seeing own doctor and having appointment slot let alone waiting for hours. Not sure what to do.

 

[KP the nut]

I eventually did some of what I aimed to do today so I suppose I should feel proud. Truth be told it took me until 8pm to do what should have taken an hour. But, hey I did it so why don't I feel better.

I should feel proud I even ate supper, so 2 meals isn't to bad.

I just feel so tired and worn out by everything. Maybe an early night with the dogs. I need to be up, showered, dressed and at work by 8.30am. Another day :poop:.

 

[jo may]

Good luck, as you know, your youngest will do it eventually. But it is sure frustrating at the time, I remember feeling the same way.

Thank you Phoenix_Rising that makes me feel a lot better, I've decised to let her tell me as she was so upset yesterday. I can't do that bless her, not over pooing in the loo.

Today I'm in a can't be assed kind of mood with everything, apart from my H and children. Had my eyes tested and I need glasses only for reading and for using my lappy.

 

[Icon Nikon]

AKJ didn't hurt her friend, because her friend is a crazy idiot who is so scared and so spooked about the stuff that is happening to her brain that she overracted. AKJ only has love in her kind heart and kind words. She is the biggest cheerleader of others, while being hardest on herself.

I know because that friend was ME.

So please give her all the support she needs, because at the moment all I can do is cause her to hurt more than she already does.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Alex)))

(((AKJ)))

We can be our own worst enemies. Over thinking and over analysing everything. Thinking of you both.

 

[Tinyflame]

I think (I know- from your responses), that neither one of you causes each other intentional hurt.
May it both bring you closer, xox.
((((((AKJ, IN)))))))

 

[Icon Nikon]

Thanks KP and Junebug, but please give all those warm hugs and prayers and thoughts to AKJ.

She is truly hurting in many many ways! And please also embrace her Dad as well.

She hates to trouble others with her pain, because carrying it alone is all she knows. She was one of the first to stand by my side while in the hospital, and without being in my right mind or knowing what all was weighing her down, I reacted poorly and added to her pain.

I hope the God she believes in will provide her with all that she needs at this moment!!! Please show her all the many reasons to embrace life and all those who truly cherish and love her. Just keep her safe, and give her some peace and room to think.

If given the opportunity, I will gladly stand by your side and support you like you have been doing for me these past several months. I wouldn't have survived this long in here under these conditions without your steadfast support AKJ.

 

[Tinyflame]

If there is a God Alex He (or 'She') would be just like you, (and AKJ, too).

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

She hates to trouble others with her pain, because carrying it alone is all she knows.

I hope the God she believes in will provide her with all that she needs at this moment!!! Please show her all the many reasons to embrace life and all those who truly cherish and love her. Just keep her safe, and give her some peace and room to think.

If given the opportunity, I will gladly stand by your side and support you like you have been doing for me these past several months. I wouldn't have survived this long in here under these conditions without your steadfast support AKJ.

Thank you (((Alex))). I know in my heart this is about your fears of the future, and mine as well. Different fears, but incredibly and painfully similar. It's true, I have carried more alone than anyone really knows. The biggest was the day I learned so many years ago, that my little girl had no cerebellum, one kidney, and was profoundly retarded. After that, I figured 'what could be worse"? Wrong question to ever ask.

Certainly I know how to forgive you. The God I believe in has taught me how to do that. The harder part, is truly forgiving myself without punishment.
Thank you for your kind words of encouragement. They helped!

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

If there is a God Alex He (or 'She') would be just like you, (and AKJ, too).

(((Junebug))) Thank you for the high compliment! (((Hugs)))

 

[Icon Nikon]

If there is a God Alex He (or 'She') would be just like you, (and AKJ, too).

Thank you kindly Junebug, but in the case of me I think you are "overreaching", like way way way overreaching!!!

However, with my momentary "god-like" status, I wish to use my "higher qualities" to teach my friend, AKJ, to forgive herself exactly the same way she so easily forgives others. And I believe that her God would approve and kiss your little Angel for you!!