Whitneys story
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I have said for years I should write a book. Can't, I keep hearing Jack Nicholson "You can't handle the truth" no one would believe it! Scared to death. Went blind in 2006 the gov refused to help me. Yes I am fixed now no thanks to them. 2009 place of employment set on fire...no I am not a victim in our system....2 weeks later Boss murdered! No I am not a victim...Police say they have no evidence to prosecute. The guy is walking free and I keep running into him. He is known for crimes in this state.
Father horrible alcholic, rules of the house respect your elders. If someone tells you to do something you do it. Brother (now deceased 2007) who was likely mentally retarded or autistic. Mother who just let it ride, think she was scared as we were. Both deceased now. Her dying words take care of your brother! Everyone in the household was punished for bro's actions. She was a good mom but I have been doing genealogy with a cousin and have for about a year been getting new info about our family. I can't take any more. Afraid to go for help they will say I don't qualify.
Life age 1 1/2 swolled some pennies I remember being told not to cry....I would die. I can still see the room I was sitting in. The Dr came to the house then we went to the hospital. One and only Dr visit age 3. until 15 yrs old. Age 5 bro has Nurses coming to the house from school. They are going to send him away! Crazy person running around our school, had to hide under the desk for a long time. Finally released and then had to walk home. Mother was surprized as they had found the guy a block from our house! Age 7 Uncle who would come with his wife who carried a doll, she had lost her baby he would play a game with me answer the question and you can get the money out of my pocket. Age 9 Molested by man I babysat for..its a secret you can't tell anyone then his wife found us....but I continued babysitting for years! He stopped. Grandmother died, my dad said it was from eating watermelon...she and I had just had some. My bro fell off his bike head over, had a baseball on the back of his head. Not taken to the DR or hospital. Bro stole a pack of cigarettes we were all kept up all night until they were found! Mom went to work.
Virgin when I met the love of my life. First pregnancy at 6 mo dad was going to take me to a back door abortionist. My boyfriend eventual husband and he ended up in a street brawl. When my mother was pg with bro her mother told her to have an abortion! She/Gran was the coldest person I have ever met. Just a scratch of the surface. Widowed, followed by 2 bad marriages. Yep picked my father unknowingly. My youngest son was part of a daycare with sexual abuse husband would not let me do anything about it, his parents were having financial trouble! I've lived a life of do what your told don't make waves! So much more....
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Father horrible alcholic, rules of the house respect your elders. If someone tells you to do something you do it. Brother (now deceased 2007) who was likely mentally retarded or autistic. Mother who just let it ride, think she was scared as we were. Both deceased now. Her dying words take care of your brother! Everyone in the household was punished for bro's actions. She was a good mom but I have been doing genealogy with a cousin and have for about a year been getting new info about our family. I can't take any more. Afraid to go for help they will say I don't qualify.
Life age 1 1/2 swolled some pennies I remember being told not to cry....I would die. I can still see the room I was sitting in. The Dr came to the house then we went to the hospital. One and only Dr visit age 3. until 15 yrs old. Age 5 bro has Nurses coming to the house from school. They are going to send him away! Crazy person running around our school, had to hide under the desk for a long time. Finally released and then had to walk home. Mother was surprized as they had found the guy a block from our house! Age 7 Uncle who would come with his wife who carried a doll, she had lost her baby he would play a game with me answer the question and you can get the money out of my pocket. Age 9 Molested by man I babysat for..its a secret you can't tell anyone then his wife found us....but I continued babysitting for years! He stopped. Grandmother died, my dad said it was from eating watermelon...she and I had just had some. My bro fell off his bike head over, had a baseball on the back of his head. Not taken to the DR or hospital. Bro stole a pack of cigarettes we were all kept up all night until they were found! Mom went to work.
Virgin when I met the love of my life. First pregnancy at 6 mo dad was going to take me to a back door abortionist. My boyfriend eventual husband and he ended up in a street brawl. When my mother was pg with bro her mother told her to have an abortion! She/Gran was the coldest person I have ever met. Just a scratch of the surface. Widowed, followed by 2 bad marriages. Yep picked my father unknowingly. My youngest son was part of a daycare with sexual abuse husband would not let me do anything about it, his parents were having financial trouble! I've lived a life of do what your told don't make waves! So much more....
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