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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel fat ugly digusting and useless. Fed up of being so pathetic someone i think alot of got married today and i would of loved to have gone on her special day but i can't bring myself to be around lots of people from work, despite a close friend from there going who i know would watch out for me. My social anxiety stop me doing so much socially and i know it my fault. So much going on right now and coming up in next week feel stressed. Hate myself need lose weight but my head is stuffed.
 
I'm so hurt and upset right now. I caught my mother "just looking" at hotels and flights and prices for a trip to England and in the city I was traumatized for a trip. I told them that it would kill me if we went. She said I was "being dramatic". She doesn't understand that even a British accent is enough to freak me out. If I were to go I'd be anxious over meeting some of the people again if we happened to be walking down the street or at dinner- it could send me towards a mental breakdown and into a hospital.

I'm sad and desperate and lonely and hopeless and horrible for ruining their dreams of vacation. If they take me, I know I'll make their life miserable and spend the whole time in bed sobbing.
 

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