Goal For The Day

[amethist]

To get hubby to open up to his CPN about how he has been feeling this last few weeks.

Because if he doesn't, I will.

 

[ms spock]

I am going to throw out three more things today. I am also going to wash up.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Stay calm and rational.

Cleaning, research and more cleaning. Football game ( one I have bet on in the sport game) is on tonight.

 

[JustBe]

To get out of my head

 

[Britt.f7]

Get the tree skirt totally seam ripped so I can move on to finishing it and not work myself into a panic over it. The last part is going to be hard.

 

[Nicolette]

Stay awake - 4 hours sleep and the entire day ahead of me......:sleep:

 

[ms spock]

Let myself get over this stomach upset, which kept me up last night. It was awful. I felt so physically ill.

 

[Britt.f7]

Ms. Spock, I hope you feel better soon!

My goal is to remain optimistics and look for the positives.

 

[Abstract]

, as I became more isolated became difficult for me to do...because I couldn't bring myself to do them... raise my anxiety unreasonably.

Abstact I hate and loathe paperwork and force me to do it.

Hi Britt and Gizmo,
Thank you! I am very sorry to hear you relate. I have to say it is awful. I am so frozen in my life it just isn't funny. The worst part is that the stricter I am with myself or the more H says the worse I get. I liken it to being wrapped in concrete. Something Pete Walker said on his site rang true to me. It's like I am stuck in a type of freeze state and as soon as any pressure increases, the freeze increases.

I have managed to open the envelopes yesterday and that is as far as I have got. There is a lot of work to be done and I have been trying to get this far for 8 months. :( If I don't now do everything by the end of tomorrow (impossible) I will get a really big fine. If it is left long enough there will be legal consequences. This is official paperwork and not bills. Last year I was 4 months over. It is also now 5.20 am and I haven't slept so that will help me be super productive "tomorrow". :p My life is such a mess and I keep thinking it isn't.

I hope you are both winning with your tasks. :hug: It's amazing how hard the so called small stuff is. The day to day functioning.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Abstract))) I hear you. I have a mess I have to try to sort out tommorow. I hate it. It is on a bill I just paid. I am not knowing how I am going to sort it out. What a headache. I am hoping for us both that we will be able to get it together. And take care of the problems and solve them. Hugs. I really feel for you. The pressure must be so intense. You will get it done.

 

[Abstract]

(((Gizmo)),
Thank you. I hope so. It is a bit impossible but freaking out isn't going to help me. I hope you manage with your bill. I am sorry it is so hard for you too. These little shifts in mood don't help either do they.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

No they do not help at all.