What Made You Angry Today?

[Deleted member 12723]

Not seeing the gutter fallen across the driveway and I ran over it. Now we have to replace it. One more thing we have to fix around here. Oy vey. I guess it could be worse.

 

[amethist]

My husbands idiotic family.

They have an issue, they drag him in, he gets upset then hits the beer.

I then have to deal with the fall out.

 

[safenow]

I fell into an old pattern that I thought I'd outgrown. I walked face first into a trigger I'd forgotten about and even after grounding i'm having leftovers from it. I have been trying to do routine things to try and work it out, but now I'm wasting money which I don't have trying to do that. sigh. Maybe I should try to go to sleep and tomorrow will start out fresh. That's a joke. Sleep. DUH. Not til this memory goes back to sleep first. The child in me is wide awake and not happy tonight. Blood sugar is high. (just took some insulin). bought wrong phone card for $50.00. can't eat anything cause I feel like I'm going to barf. sigh. whine whine whine. cheese, whine whine whine cheese.

 

[MissMacD]

Rushed to the ER today because I knew something was very wrong but not what. The nurse told me that my face was rather swollen, I then realized I was having a hard time getting enough air. Thanks a lot Seroquel and stupid Canadian health care system for making me wait 10 hours in a room full of vomiting dying people.

I was given Benedryl then left to rot in the waiting room and I left after 4 hours of waiting for the shrink who never showed up and I already knew that they would do nothing more than try to prescribe me pills that will land me back in the ER. I am broke too so I have no way to pay for my pills and just refilled my Seroquel which is now garbage. What a waste of time and money.

People wonder why I have no faith in the health care system, because they keep shooting me in the foot and then ask me why it hurts.

 

[safenow]

MissMacD, The american health care system is no better. I'm sorry you had that allergic reaction. Did you get bit or are you allergic to the medication or do you know?

 

[Tanishq]

That why I joined some online communities that made me feel unheard:mad:

 

[safenow]

Jaret, not all are like here. I've been with two different online communities, and both of them are now gone away because of how they treated the good members. No one wants to stay where they aren't heard or acknowledged unless they kiss ass with an owner or moderator. Here, it seems that everyone is watching out for everyone.

(((( Jaret )))), I do hope you are feeling better today than yesterday.

 

[Tanishq]

No one wants to stay where they aren't heard or acknowledged unless they kiss ass with an owner or moderator.

I feel like they were asking for that. I am realizing the reality slowly. It's being hard to let go them. I think I loved them all, now I am in trouble none of them listening to me. It makes me think they don't care about me at all.

 

[Britt.f7]

I think I've only been on a couple forums. Only two for my depression and other mental health issues. This one was the easiest to access and get around. I certainly do not need to feel any more frustrated. I also like the people I've encountered. Definitely made a difference so I keep coming back.

Only thing making me angry today, if you can call it that since I have a hard time with that feeling, is that my mind is going back into depression mode and I'm having difficulties in stopping it. I'm bewildered and don't know what to do. I also noticed that I'm spending more and I really shouldn't be.

 

[MissMacD]

Had another meltdown this morning. I woke up to an over flowing garbage can and a sink full of dishes and I lost it. I definitely was over the top about it. Physical clutter agitates my emotional clutter.

I don't know how to deal with my anger sometimes because it just comes out.

 

[Tanishq]

I also like the people I've encountered. Definitely made a difference so I keep coming back.

This site is very different. People love to stay united here.

 

[MissMacD]

Well said Jaret, it is certainly one of those things you have to experience to understand. I can't talk to most people in real life about my trauma but here I feel very safe and supported.