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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling like I am at a cross roads. Will I get this job? Will it give me some breathing space financially so that I can relax a little? Will I then be able to deal with my family issues and my PTSD? I am a little bit hopeful that it will. It would be nice to be able to survive this, and sustain my independence - the thought of having to be rescued by my family in this situation is really appalling. I would prefer to be able to gradually and healthily re-build the bridges (assuming they want to as well), that way I can keep healing myself in a healthy manner as well.

Fingers crossed!
 
Decided I was frantic enough to need my 'as needed' meds. Naptime! I can finish up the rest tomorrow, possibly while my dad is over working on some projects around my house. It's just stupid little things, the city inspector left a list of very minor issues with the house. I barely get along with dad, depending heavily on my mother to remind him to behave. She won't be there to give him 'the look' if he doesn't conduct himself respectfully. I didn't work this hard to keep my place in the dysfunction, if I keep at it I'll be strong enough to get out.
 
Feeling very blah!

Drained and over it all - I hope I get another good night's sleep tonight, you know the deep slumber where you wake up feeling rested?

Hope that I can get all my "crap" sorted out soon, so that I can concentrate on being well, and then re-building a healthy relationship with my family.

Who knew it would all be so bloody hard???
 
I am feeling remarkably like humpty dumpty - post fall. Trying to fit all the pieces of myself back together again - no kings horse's or kings me around to help me! :) No way! that is amazing - first time that I have cracked a joke in a long, long time ;)

Ms Spock - ((((gentle hug)))) wish I could bring you some chicken soup.

Lionheart - if your nature is like your name, then you will succeed.
 

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