What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tinyflame]

Dear dear Debbie, I am so sorry you have been treated so. :( My God, you've got enough to deal with. I can only say I hope you will bother in the future, for all of us who love and value and cherish you in every way. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxox, ((((((((((((((((((Sweet Deb))))))))))))))))))))))))).

CC, I dont know the story yet but I'll say them for you, I agree with the above. I had to do that years ago with 2 family, couldn't take it anymore. (((((((((((((((Dear CC)))))))))))))))

((((((((((((Greenfrog)))))))))))), renting a room (the one you said may be open) may turn out wonderfully. Try not to panic, xox.

 

[Britt.f7]

Why is this so hard for me?

I usually have the same issue.

 

[Sethe]

I feel angry, frustrated and betrayed.

 

[winterose]

Feeling kind of down, I had an AHA moment of clarity. And that clarity hit right where I been afraid the most of. I been writing about different situations all with a common thread of them. I finally got to the root of the issue. Feeling the vulnerability you get when you don't have an answer for it yet to fix it, and that same vulnerability can really make you a target, so now Im feeling anxious because I need to be very careful on how I am going to rebuild my protection wall this time so it won't get busted down ever again. I am feeling stressed trying to keep the negative messages at bay about shame, blame and guilt. Feeling the discomfort, pain and fear of being this frickin' open. I feel unsure.

This is all I got right now keeping me from falling off this log. "I won't back down, I'll stand my ground...."-Tom Petty

 

[littlelostchild]

((GreenFrog)) I hope you are feeling better today. You helped me feel helpful last night (not that it was about me - I was there for you. This was just a nice side benefit for me.) Since I have had to be off work, I seldom feel like my life has real meaning.

I spent an hour laying with my hubby watching tv this morning. So why do I feel so sad along with the comfort?

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling nervous about going to class today.

Nervous, nervous, nervous!

Okay packing up my stuff and taking me and my nerves to class.

This feels really hard, but when I get there I will be fine.

 

[littlelostchild]

It does feel hard darn PTSD, but breathe and groundd yourself.

You will be fine when you get there - don't you find the anticipation worse that the actual being there?

 

[Sazza]

I am feeling highly stressed at the moment and quite weepy. Thngs just feel too much but just have to try keep getting by.

 

[Philippa]

I feel rested and hungry. Hesitant to leave the house but I have things to do. I feel relaxed.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am having a great day. I am so happy. Life feels wonderful today. I treasure this day.

 

[safenow]

am feeling highly stressed at the moment and quite weepy.

If you allow them, I'm offering you a shoulder to lean on, and a box of tissues. I'll even hug you if you allow me too.

I"m rather upset just now. I had to explain that I have ptsd and also why. I didn't go into details, but just the basic title of people trying to kill me in my lifetime. And how that memory still haunts me. The man who was with him knows, and he said, "those phone calls are meant to hurt you." He got angry for me. Bless his heart. But the man who had asked started laughing until he realized I was serious. That made me so angry I had to escort him out of the house. Now i'm all upset about it, and am afraid he is going to think I"m crazy and not want to help me any longer.

He has been the only one who has volunteered to help and actually did what I'd ask him to do. Sigh. I hate telling people why I have PTSD. Most new peope can't handle what I say, they either think I'm a liar, or I'm nuts and just imagining things. When he said he hoped they were in jail. I told him how many years ago it started, and that the first group of men only got 15 years and are out a long time ago. The guy who broke in and tried to blow up my apartment last year only got 6 months, because no one got hurt. He is out now. And my ex-husband is dead, so I don't have to worry about him any longer. He was dumb founded. I'm glad my other neighbor was here, because he was around when that stalker did what he did. So he was able to back me up on what I was saying.

Gosh, I hate PTSD. The evil people are out living their lives, while I still pay the price. It is not fair. Dang nab it!!!!!!!

Whine, whine, whine. cheese.

 

[GreenFrog2]

I feel like I am about to totally break apart - big time.