I'm feeling better than I have been for the past several days!
I had decided to have the A/C fixed in my very old car, still cheaper than buying a new car, etc. but once I decided I was going to do it and spend the money, I began to become very anxious. Almost to the point of making myself physically sick, because I was doing this. They had to keep my car overnight so I picked it up this morning and yes, I now have A/C in my car!
It was so hard for me to justify spending the money on something that I have done without for so long. It's like, we have been having these cool days, so I started telling myself, I didn't need it, and I could live through the heat, like I didn't deserve it!
The experience just took so much out of me, like not being able to breathe, but still counting down the time when my car would be finished and the panic situation would at least start to come down, slowly!
