Okay so I have decided to go cold turkey off of lexapro and respiridal. It seems like I can handle my symptoms of ptsd a little bit better without them. The reason why I'm doing this is because I'm always numb emotionally and just don't feel myself.
I think if I didn't take them anymore I would have my motivation back and my sense of feeling normal without taking them. I cant really remember how I felt when I wasn't on them I guess its because both medications put me in a state where I cant remember important things.
The meds I'm taking don't really help me like they should anymore and I really don't wanna be put on something else cause then that means more side effects. The only time I noticed that they were helping me was when I first started taking them they never gave me the opportunity to feel myself, all I really was when I was on them was an emotional wreck because I can't enjoy conversations and I feel like I can't relate to anyone. I don't wanna keep being in this same predicament.
I have been this way ever since I was put on the meds at first, I don't really wanna talk to my therapist about this because I know what she's gonna say. I'm the only one that knows myself and I don't wanna hear her oppinion because she's a doctor and doctors want you to be on the influence of their medications.
Any advise on how to approach this would be very appreciated!
I think if I didn't take them anymore I would have my motivation back and my sense of feeling normal without taking them. I cant really remember how I felt when I wasn't on them I guess its because both medications put me in a state where I cant remember important things.
The meds I'm taking don't really help me like they should anymore and I really don't wanna be put on something else cause then that means more side effects. The only time I noticed that they were helping me was when I first started taking them they never gave me the opportunity to feel myself, all I really was when I was on them was an emotional wreck because I can't enjoy conversations and I feel like I can't relate to anyone. I don't wanna keep being in this same predicament.
I have been this way ever since I was put on the meds at first, I don't really wanna talk to my therapist about this because I know what she's gonna say. I'm the only one that knows myself and I don't wanna hear her oppinion because she's a doctor and doctors want you to be on the influence of their medications.
Any advise on how to approach this would be very appreciated!
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