If You Could Do One Crazy Thing Today What Would It Be ?

[Sammyiam]

If you were able to take away all your past and your PTSD symptoms, have no flashbacks, night terrors, panic attacks, feeling fear, anixiety, no meds, didn't feel like you were going crazy sometimes, disassociation losing time weather it be minutes days or weeks, feeling like the whole world is about to gobble you up ........ I could go on for days and days with other symptoms.

What would be the one crazy thing you would want to do today ?

Use your imagination and remember you have nothing stopping you. !!!!!!!!!

 

[Tei-Saji]

Probably vandalize my former high school, after all the trouble it's given me.

Write "Welcome to Hell" all over the buildings and such...

 

[seedling]

I would calmly, assertively and non-threateningly state my opinions and feelings with an attitude of acceptance towards myself and acceptance of the same behavior in others.

 

[Dee Morris]

I have enough crazy included in my day. Not trying to add to it.

 

[Justmehere]

Hug people back more in real life!

And travel abroad more!

 

[Flossy]

I would say exactly what I think all day and then smile and walk away.

Examples:-

'stop bothering me" to anyone bothering me in any way.
"you're a dick" to all the dicks in the world.
"do you realise you have narcissistic personality disorder' to the guy who owns the coffee shop over the road.
"Leave me alone or I will fly up and stand by your bed holding a pillow" to my elderly malignant narcissist mother.
"Oh, go hug the angel who you think sleeps in your bed with you" to my narcissistic religious psycho sister.
"You know nothing about PTSD" to my therapist in the email I just wrote to say I am not continuing therapy.
"What do you do in the shower, cos you sure don't use soap" to all the smelly people in shopping centres.
"You just farted in my space and I inhaled it before I realised" to the people at the markets on the weekend.
"Get away from me, I have enough crazy of my own to deal with" to everyone who seems to want to rant to me about their life.
"Do you really want to know- bet you don't " to people who say 'how are you?'.
"I am not paying for this consultation, you did not deliver any service" to most doctors I know.

Then I would get great pleasure out of swearing in every sentence, because I find it a pressure valve release.
I would eat cupcakes for breakfast every day.
Talk with the kind, gentle weirdos I see and shout them a coffee
Tell that young girl to dump the loser of a boyfriend who will never love her how she needs to be loved.
Buy some day old silky bantam chicks and not worry about the responsibility of caring for them.
Put flowers and twigs in my hair and colour in my face like Mab the Faerie, every single day.
Wear no knickers or shoes, just long flowy dresses that drag on the ground.

That's about it.

Oh, eat a chunk of porterhouse steak with a dob of pure butter for tea every night. No veggies. (what an anarchist) Smile!

 

[Deleted member 20280]

I would learn to play the piano whilst balancing an egg box full of baby penquins on my right. All the time singing Yanky Doodle Dandy though a scuba mask.

All this whilst eating corn chips covered in whipped cream and sprinked in Jalapeno pepper scrappings.

:) there my imagination having fun again

Laurie

 

[Laura 2]

@Flossy - yeahhhhh! Love it!

 

[Laura 2]

I just want to quantum leap into the parallel universe where I didn't have a stroke, so the stalker didn't stalk me, where my family is happy and united, where my successful, now defunct business is even more successful and where no one gets abused or neglected ever, where no one abuses or neglects others, where kindness and compassion for all are the supreme and well-practised virtues and operating principles.

 

[Sammyiam]

Thanks everyone for replying to the thread, I had a few giggles when reading them, Flossy I laughted when I saw yours they sounded so funny the way you worded them, but also so true, I think everyone of us on this site could relate to a lot of those.

Santa can I please watch when you play piano.

Just me here I would love to be able to hug people

Take care to all and thanks

 

[desiderata310]

Happily accept and give hugs- especially to/from my kids.
Talk to people I don't know; form meaningful relationships.
Finish thesis paper (yeah I know... but it's a concentration thing)
Walk into court confidently and demand justice.
Stop being afraid.
Actually, I guess none of those are actually all that crazy....just things I would want to do.

 

[Britt.f7]

I would leave the house without anxiety. Even if to go just into my yard and do the things, like gardening, that I use to do. Ahh the freedom would be wonderful.