What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[moonbeam]

Angry. Annoyed. Pathetic. Miserable. Sick. Upset. Angry. Depressed. Unstable. NAME IT I probably feel it except for any variety of happy.

I have a cold which is triggering (no I don't mean a stressor) to bad things that happened as a child when I had colds. So I spent this morning in flashback hell on repeat. Which makes me feel vulnerable, but also angry at the stuff that happened.

I'm alone in my house with a brand new housemate I haven't met yet because he's male. And I don't know him so I don't want to leave the room alone but nobody else is home to be here when I meet him, so I'm locked in my room (with the lock on my side). Which feels secure, insecure, pathetic and a variety of other things none of them pleasant. I have to keep my headphones on because every sound he makes sends me into a mini panic. Fricking ridiculous.

My friend is feeling suicidal, another friend has gone to see her but I still feel shitty I can't leave my room (combo of fear and said cold).

And I'm irrationally annoyed because I swear there is a thread about what made you a ngry today or something like that and I can't find it and I shouldn't be this upset by this fact.

 

[Britt.f7]

Sad. This is day three of my son acting aloof towards me. Ignoring me. At least he is no longer saying bad things. I don't understand why his dad can say the same things I did, yet I am the bad guy. I feel despair. My husband doesn't quite understand. It is a very lonely feeling and I am near tears.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling very exhausted. I had a long and hard week - and I still feel like I might get a migraine every moment.

I'm feeling...a bit out of place. I'm at my parents' place and my sister and her boyfriend are also here. ...I don't totally feel like I don't belong here, but still...different.

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

I'm feeling horrible. I wake up with all my muscles tensed and immediately go into panic mode.
I don't want to accept myself or my physical form and yet life is forcing me to. I feel like screaming...

 

[ms spock]

Feeling worn out, exhausted.

Feel pleased I stood up for myself.

 

[moonbeam]

Rough.

Sleep deprived. Cold is improving. Still having horrible flashbacks.

Haven't slept in days and had a headache this morning as well as nausea and dizziness. Still can't leave my house because I'm too worn out and exhausted.

 

[Deleted member 10686]

I'm feeling stockholmy. Like I shouldn't have left my abuser because I'd have someone to love me. Sure he hurt me really bad but maybe e wouldn't do that anymore. Maybe things would be good now and I'd have someone to love me .

 

[Anrish]

@moonbeam: Sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad. I'm with you concerning the sleep deprivation. I don't know how it feels to wake up and feel refreshed.

I'm feeling exhausted, in pain and weak.

 

[ms spock]

I feel massively overwhelmed so I am going to write a list of pros and cons out and try to work out what to do today.

 

[Britt.f7]

I feel positive. My son finally talked to me. Not much said but at least it wasn't with disdain. I also put for a fig leaf for the friend I have been fighting with. Maybe it's me. Fighting with two people in such a short time. How do you know if you are sticking up for something right? Hate fighting old ghosts.

 

[cindymolly]

Very sad and despairing re not being able to get the emotional support I need from people around me.
Positive as now I will start doing it for myself more.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling calmer than all the days before.

I'm feeling full of energy thanks to the song I discovered again on my laptop - argentinian metal rules. :D:whistling::headphone: