I Realize That I

[Britt.f7]

@Anrish Oh silly me for assuming! :confused: Good to plan ahead!

 

[Anrish]

@Britt.f7 : Don't worry. It's no problem. :hug::hug:

 

[Nighthawk]

I have nothing and its all too complicated

 

[Tinyflame]

I realize that today is a day to honor a special person, the day it was decided years ago turned around SI.

I realize too I have no one irl (not including the forum) I could reach out to ask for help. What I mean is, not as it sounds above, but rather I hear words of what worth I have, but that is where I'm at/ what I've (not) accomplished/ that is the case. About says it ll. How useless & worthless can one person be, honestly. :(

 

[Ronin]

I realize I am my own supports, & where ties are still lacking or broken, maybe they weren't supposed to be.

I realize I am not at fault for unwise choices of another, and shouldn't blame myself for them.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug and @Cashew :hug::hug:

I came to this thread, realizing that I had closed many doors. Some for solid reasons ushered by past therapists and some because of my trust issues. I also realized unless I had this board to share some of my past which sometimes 'others' do shy from within a social conversation, I would not have moved forward sitting with my residual locked toxicity. I can see the difference in my willingness to try to interact in the 3-D. It will take time but that is OK.

 

[Nighthawk]

I can see the difference in my willingness to try to interact in the 3-D. It will take time but that is OK.

Progress :)

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Nighthawk ((((hugs))))

 

[Ronin]

I realize I'll get through this because Mess with the best motto. Soft shouts & affirmations whispered between shakes.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I realize that I'm not an omnipotent being, including a capability of mind reading, and that I cannot blame myself for not being able to solve others issues, or never anger others (though I still do, because I also realize that I have a huge need to be exactly that way)

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I'm not scared of work anymore. I'm strong and I can handle it.

I realize that I have support for the hard times.

I realize that I'm getting faster with my running.

I realize that I don't feel like a woman but I also don't feel like a man. I'm just me.

 

[Recovery4Me]

I realize that I don't feel like a woman but I also don't feel like a man. I'm just me.

Bravo! :hug::hug: Me too.