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@EveHarrington from the bottom of my heart - thanks :happy:
@joeylittle nobody in that chat had blocked me. It was plain and obvious ignoring. But thanks for your support - its valuable. And yes - its hard when buds burst, but thats my intention - bloom - so help me all mighty forces to do that :)
@Mal Content i required attention, but again - I was ignored.
With my low self esteem I tend to easily put to blame on my self and feel shameful. When people treat me poorly my first instinct is to look at myself and my own behaviour and ask my self -could I have done better? But Im not dancing tango alone in this world. I dont think that this site should be a place where I feel shameful. Or anyone else for that matter. People can atleast say - you know what - I dont care about your accomplishment cause Im in to much pain today. All though - I think also that this should be sight were we encourage each other for the small steps we take to move in to the right direction. Heavesn know how hard it is when the body is full of grief and sorrow and trauma experiences. If not in utter cheer then atleasst not to ignore like someone is no one.
@Ragdoll Circus you got it :) "...t almost doesn't matter right now whether you get this job, because just applying is TOTALLY awesome (as in the 100% genuine kind)!"
Thats exactly it! Just having the courage to apply means the world of diference to me. Of course Id like to get the interwiew and the job, but I will not depend my life on it. I need to keep applying for various constructive jobs til I finally get a yes. In an environment Im treated decent and get normal paid. Thanks for the pompoms and encouragment - feels great to recive and I laughed reading :D
@joeylittle nobody in that chat had blocked me. It was plain and obvious ignoring. But thanks for your support - its valuable. And yes - its hard when buds burst, but thats my intention - bloom - so help me all mighty forces to do that :)
@Mal Content i required attention, but again - I was ignored.
With my low self esteem I tend to easily put to blame on my self and feel shameful. When people treat me poorly my first instinct is to look at myself and my own behaviour and ask my self -could I have done better? But Im not dancing tango alone in this world. I dont think that this site should be a place where I feel shameful. Or anyone else for that matter. People can atleast say - you know what - I dont care about your accomplishment cause Im in to much pain today. All though - I think also that this should be sight were we encourage each other for the small steps we take to move in to the right direction. Heavesn know how hard it is when the body is full of grief and sorrow and trauma experiences. If not in utter cheer then atleasst not to ignore like someone is no one.
@Ragdoll Circus you got it :) "...t almost doesn't matter right now whether you get this job, because just applying is TOTALLY awesome (as in the 100% genuine kind)!"
Thats exactly it! Just having the courage to apply means the world of diference to me. Of course Id like to get the interwiew and the job, but I will not depend my life on it. I need to keep applying for various constructive jobs til I finally get a yes. In an environment Im treated decent and get normal paid. Thanks for the pompoms and encouragment - feels great to recive and I laughed reading :D
