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I am feeling much better than I did the last time I posted. Getting myself together with my anti-depressants, getting outside more, and attending therapy.
I feel hopeless, harrassed, abandoned, tortured, mischaracterised, poked, unsupported, broken, not good enough, worthless, useless, incapable, fat, ..... like everyone thinks there is something fundamentally wrong with me.
Tired. I did half an hour of Tai Chi. Then I went to the women's group and paid my dues for the year. Then I spoke to Stewart and Con from the Men's Shed. I am peopled out.
For the last couple of weeks, really down like I hit a wall in general. Today tired, its boiling hot and I had to go on a long walk today. Still lonely but at least i'm getting out and about now. I have actually made a new friend though so thats been nice