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Trying reallly hard not to take all this shit as reasons to kill myself It feels like the world around me is just closing in on me and trying to snuff me out and it hurts my f*cking bare existence seems to be a reason for people to hate me and try to kill me it just hurts i don't want to live...

thank you very much I will heed your advice I really appreciate it

I've talked to some friends about it and they kind of thought it was just a troll because it came online but it was through a private Snapchat that I don't give out to random people so It was horrifying that they were threatening to kill and sexually assault me because I was trans and I live in...

someone i dont know sent me death threats last night I want to believe that it is just some transphobic troll but I'm so f*cking scared I don't want to leave my apartment anymore I don't want to go outside I'm so f*cking scared

Today was my first day back for fall in college. I have all new professors this year. My eye has been twitching for four days from stress. I've had so many breakdowns and panic attacks and I just... I'm so tired of being like this. I genuinely think everything would just be better if I was dead...

I've been in therapy for around 3 years now. My ptsd started when I was around 18 and I'm 21 now, sadly I've always had depression/anxiety since I was very little so this cycle has been going on since I was like 11

i ended up taking a really long shower.. helped some but I'm still just tired of it all thank you again for being here it means a lot

i honestly dont even know right now my service dog is trying to comfort me but I just cant focus on anything and my chest feels like its gonna explode and I don't feel safe anymore I'm so tired of this constant battle I finally got the courage to just turn off my phone but f*ck everything ya know?

I just feel f*cking trapped and im in my own apartment and I just f*cking ugh thnk you for talking to me

thank you im just so disgusted and exhausted with it

my mom wont stop calling me while shes drunk. I stopped visiting on fridays because I wanted to f*cking avoid her drinking and now shes calling me and I shouldn't have answered but I thought she might have something important to say and now shes just comparing me to my brother and telling me...

i feel so alone nd so triggered and i keep crying and I cant breathe I hate this I'm so f*cking stupid I should've known this was gonna happen

thank you im trying to calm down but everything feels the same my body feels the same as after it happened and I just want to crawl out of my skin g

hi this is probably tmi someone came over that I've been talking to for a while and we had sex and I didn't cum but I faked it and he left shortly after I just... i don't know whats wrong with me and why I have to feel like this. I'm sick to my stomach and there's this feeling like something...

I feel better to feel worse. The cycle rinses and repeats. I want to feel free from it all. I want the endless cycle to stop. I'm so exhausted from fighting to survive. I want to be able to feel at peace for just a moment. I'm tired of getting better to get 2000% worse. I'm tired of looking...

I have this feelin in the pit of my stomach like I'm on the verge of a panic attack/passing out. my hands are so shaky and I can't stop and logic myself out of the feeling because I don't know whats causing it and It makes me sick I might have gotten triggered because of the fireworks earlier...

How do you convince yourself to do something you absolutely have to do? I've been dreading going to the store even though I really need to go and it's the only thing I have to do today. Any advice?

I went out tonight after work. We stayed out for like three hours just talking. I'm worried a bit because it was a lot of bashing my ex and making fun of all the awful shit she says about us. I just... I don't know I think I'm overthinking it now. It was really fun at the time and I was able to...

I really love this community so much. I feel like I can just throw anything about how I'm feeling out here into the wind and someone understands or gives me support. At this time in my life, I've been feeling so alone and I'm just so glad to have this community and people that genuinely care and...

I haven't left my apartment in three, almost four weeks. I'm running out of food and I'm about to fail all of my classes this semester. I haven't gone to work in weeks and I'm out of money but still; the fact of facing people makes me want to vomit. I am so sick of feeling like I'm failing...

I don't even know It's not like I'm a random friend or something I've been friends with both of them for over five years I was really close to them both and I was planning on moving to their town next year to be closer to them like they both called me their brother and I don't... I don't know it...

That's what I thought at first too but it was on every single platform and texting them I even tried getting in contact with their husband but I'm blocked there too and I have no idea what I did

I feel like I've been shot. It feels like my entire world just... collapsed. Someone I trusted and cared about so deeply just... blocked me on everything without a word. I don't know what I did... I don't know what happened. They just... dropped me out of their life without even a conversation...

Thank you I appreciate it. I'm trying to sleep but It's not coming easy tonight. I'm gonna try the tracks you recommended! I have twice-a-week appointments with my T right now I just have really been feeling down today and needed to get out. Thank you again for your comment I appreciate other...

Sorry if this makes no sense and bounces around a lot. I haven't slept in 36 hours and I'm using medical cannabis to try to cope. I also don't know if this belongs in this part of the forum sorry if it doesn't ------------- Been feeling so up and down lately since losing my friends. One...