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Well, he finally passed away. His inheritance is being equally distributed to me and my siblings. I can't figure out how I feel about him now. In fact, I feel nothing. The money will help pay for some debts. However, I don't seem to feel anything. No excitement. No mourning. I'm kind of lost...

"One" of my Demons just passed away. I have convinced myself that He was the last one. So, now they are all dead. My family-or some of it- knows about "this" Demon. Now that he is dead, they think that I should just "move on" and "let it go". I don't understand why I can't. In the past I just...

At this very moment-as I'm writing this- my abuser/father is passing. Some family is with him continuously. I must work, so I won't go see him till later - if I choose to. My husband has been wonderful and realizes how hard this is for me. We went last night to see him. I couldn't figure out...

Does anyone find themselves dressing up nicer when around the family? I have always been overdressed when with my family. When we all went to see my dad for his birthday, everyone had on shorts and casual stuff. I wore blue jeans and a nice shirt-even nice jewelry. I have always felt like...

My family is foreign to me. No one wants to understand or even acknowledge what happened. I thought I found a supportive family...I have been married to him for 16 years. There is no one in his family either. I had hopes. Now even he is telling me to "just move on". I feel so alone- again, with...

I know that it was my father who hurt me - then why am I so angry at my mom -- 3 years after her death? My husband told me that I have been too angry for him to bear. Then when he said that it had been for a few years, I thought back and realized that it all started 3 years ago when my mom died...

I work a job that has become too physical for me. As the years have gone on, the physical pain has increased in my arms and hands. Since I work alone, I can't figure out how to say "no" to some of the jobs that are now my responsibility. I was hired to do the bookkeeping, and it has continued to...

Why does being crowded by "stuff" make me so uncomfortable? I'm helping my in-laws and husband clean out his mom's house, so a lot of stuff is coming to our house. I have been on edge for a few days now and can't sleep. This makes work much more difficult. I have even felt myself go into a...

Can anyone help me to understand why I can't slow down? I can't just stop. If I finish what I am doing, I go looking for the next thing to do. And the next. And the next. It feels like I have no control., and it often brings me to tears (and yet, I keep going). is there a particular thing that...

I couldn't find a chat where there is more discussion about flashbacks - or lack of. Why don't I have them? I read about people remembering and having to deal with all the strong emotions and memories. However, I just know what happened - each time - with each person - in each place. Yet, I...

I don't know if this is the right forum. But my question is this. I have a dream - usually about something not involving my memories. Then, I wake up in a panic. I can't get it to stop -even after I have told myself that "its just a dream. It's not real." I had a dream this morning about going...

I know that this sounds odd, but I have been thinking lately about contacting the T that I saw when I was very young. I know that he is still practicing, since I looked him up. I asked myself "why" I would want to do this - I decided that I want to tell him how angry I am for him not recognizing...

I'm not sure if this is the right forum for this question. Does anyone else wake up in the morning with ...music, like a particular song going around in their head? I get different songs on different days, but they are all childhood songs. (Ex. Disney or songs from elementary school music class)...

I'm not sure where I can talk about this. I have searched a number of chat topics. I'm so scared that I'm shaking. My husband and I had a discussion last night. He is very angry that I will not have intercourse with him. I have told him how much pain it causes me. He got very angry at me and...

I'm sorry if I say too much in this post, so please be patient with me. I've been looking for the best chat room to ask advice from, so I thought I would try here. My husband grew up in an alcoholic family, so he has quite a temper. When I married him we got along great. I was diagnosed with...

Hi, everyone I would love some advice from you. I have 5 different "demons" to deal with . Some in the family, some not. I have been seeing therapists for most of my life. I have not been able to reach these memories enough to "feel" them. I just remain unfeeling, even though I can tell you...