Hello everyone Ill try to keep this short and sweet. I'm 33 years old and about a year and half ago everything started to bubble to the surface. I've been threw 8 jobs since then witch is highly unlike me. But in the past 6 months I started to come to the realization that I do have ptsd and supressed memories. With the help of meditation and emdr I have started to remember the beatings and the molestations. My fiance does her best to keep me going and staying positive. She truelly does her best. I also have a rescued maine coone cat that helps to keep me on schudule and grounded. I still struggle with my day to day life though. I feel alone alot. Not in the sence that no one's there. Just as no one understands me. So thus the reason I'm here. To find others that will understand the struggles and the daily battle of just trying to live after all we've been threw