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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1) Am I awake?
2) He sent a video of a guy saying you are awesome. It also said "I love you". So... does that count? Has the L word finally been said. What's funny about it, is the guy in this video is actually a nutball youtuber who is anti-gay, anti-trans, etc. Basically anti the existence of J and I
3) I keep thinking "I'm so hungry". Then I remember breakfast is right beside me.... and then I forget to eat. Yay to dissociation
4) oh dear lord, it's taking me forever to write this because I keep wandering off. Also, I still haven't eaten
5) there was something I was going to say that I keep forgeting
 
- I'm fine
- I really don't want a drink. So I probably should have one.
- f*ck. I really f*cking miss krugerrands. Cheers, self. Way to plan ahead. :wtf:
- There's some writing I should be doing, that just isn't gonna happen right now.
- Alright. Not exactly fine. Better. Good. Too much self control is just as bad as none.
 
~tho I have been ill, I managed NOT to fall back into old neg. patterns of behavior and am proud and happy about that!~

~doing my best to stop smoking and know I will eventually be smoke-free as I am very stubborn and persistent when need be.~

~sitting on my ass doing nothing is better than the living hell I was once stuck in~

~I am at my best when I am in love, but also at my most vulnerable~ *sigh

~I could really go for an herbal breathing treatment right now~
 
1. Missing & longing & fondness & love & regrets.
2. Dreams of kids lately: bright & happier future, we're here.
3. No way -> I'll make a way. A few drops make a few streams, a few streams make a river.
4. Breathe in, breathe out, calm.
5. Still so tempted to follow both of those sibs-in-spirit friends in taking off, even if the direction differ.
6. / 1 Expanded On: Depression & grief & rage get fought by sticks & arrows.. and tea. Still on course, it seems.
 
1. Why neurodermitis?! :banghead::arghh;
2. I don't want to go tomorrow - I really don't. I would rather tidy up and clean the whole flat or make my tax declaration!!! :bag:
3. Why was my book already "empty" yesterday night? I had to wait until this evening for the next part...:bookworm::bookworm::bookworm:
4. Did I mention that I do not want to go tomorrow? :cautious:
5. Off for sleep.
 
1 My phone battery sucks. :mad:
2 It is interesting the things people do on their phones during train commute.
3 I would never peer over shoulders. :angelic:
4 Jaw hurts, body tense, ears ringing. Too many people. Too many drunk people. But alas, it is Shibuya. :rolleyes:
5 :(And another train delay due to suicide.
 
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1. Pot stickers with buffalo and soy sauce for breakfast (okay... more like brunch)... yum.
2. Having a hard time steering my ship even though the storm is over.
3. Motivation and energy are at a near dead stop... not much time to recover.
4. Ripley knows he can vault the 4' chain link fences and is stepping on my last nerve as he's doing this to run out to the car even though I'm not going anywhere and I don't want a squished injured or dead dog.
5. I'm still hungry.
 

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