5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 37085]

I don't want @WishfulThinking123 to cut; hugs:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:!
Finally called on-call doc & said thyroxine waaayyy! too high! I almost passed out yesterday; and today am oh so physically sick; also a tad disoriented and low temp; headache; water retention and overall yukkies!
So good that I went to church even though feeling oh so sick;
No thyroxine pill tomorrow nor until new Rx script is called in by doc office;
Will start coming down from being oh so hyperthyroid! I can't wait! Grateful...:blackeye:

 

[WishfulThinking123]

@JadesJewel Thanks for the hugs, I appreciate it! :)

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear @Ironlady :notworthy::hug::inlove:

@Bearlinda :hug::hug::hug:

@AngelkeeperJ/AKJ @MariaY @WishfulThinking123 Peace nd hugs :hug:

 

[intothelight]

People are so angry and rudeness is just overlooked. Kindness, patience and being polite kind of freaks people out.

Love watching the sun rise and the world wake up. This time of day, bird song is amazing, except for the Heron as he sounds like an old smoker hacking in the morning.

Weeds are taking over and I am seriously thinking about making Dandelions a crop, as actually many parts of them are good to eat. :)

Moon is setting and the humidity makes the sky hazy so it looks like a Monet painting.

Trying to decide on a backsplash, since the cabinets have been decided on.

 

[Teasel]

Thanks @Junebug :hug:

1 ~ I want to live somewhere I see the natural world everyday. Trees, plenty of sky... Maybe some pets or other animals
2 ~ In a place with community, good friends
3 ~ I want to do things that I love, do things for myself and others
4 ~ I want to relax, laugh more, let go
5 ~ Wishing everyone a beautiful day today X

 

[Beans]

-head aches a bit
-i'm excited to try to connect this week
-i feel overwhelmed trying to reach out for social services
-i hope this newly developing self regulation especially re my weight continues
-being non goal oriented feels crazy- wht just trust the process?? hells no... hmmph... fine i'll try- it's true though, somehow life is pushing me towards healing, i've worked hard but i had nothing to do with that impulse that drives me. who the hell knows where that came from. maybe i can just trust. maybe there are other impulses that will come up when i'm not forcing myself to be whatever i think i should
-speaking of connecting- i want a really great kiss. sigh
-i have to begin realizing there is no pressure on me other than what i put on myself

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Coming out from under a heavy depression:joyful:
The ideas are just flowing:joyful:
More coffee:coffee:
The birds are not awake yet to sing their morning songs:whistling:
Hopefully it will be a fantastic day.:roflmao::roflmao::roflmao:

 

[Ronin]

1. Breathe in, breathe out.
2. Let's just daydream.
3. Slightly lessening depression.
4. And a lot lessening suicidality. Being able to solve things? Helps.
5. So do patterns of people's acts meaning something /completely else/. Right. Not hurt by two fellas that close multiple times a day & in my spaces. Not made responsible for shit I'm not.f*cking.responsible.for as it's their thing. Just bullshitted about war it is. And that's quite /fine/, because war is sort of my lair, shut the f*ck up, I don't want to think of violence at all. It's a bloody cherries-are-edible, skies-are-blue, everything's /fine/, day.
(It's a bloody 'we were eating cherries and oranges in one, too!' day. Hello life I miss. Dear self? Stop thinking of nice memories & people.f*cking.missed moments about wars.)

 

[Heather]

It's getting harder to deal

Its agonizing when u can't take the pain away

I love all our animals....good distraction

I want to cry all the time again

I don't want this and I don't deserve it

 

[Muttly]

1) Why the F am I still up. It's well past bed time on a super long day. I'm so freaking tired and not even attempting to sleep.
2) On the bright side, I went to see a movie with a group of guys. I was a normal human being and had fun and actually enjoyed the movie. (it wasn't too loud, too violent, triggering). Amazing!
3) I can't think
4) I need to bring the special pup in, give the rabbit her hay and take my meds
5) ok, inertia, I am the unmovable object

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear @Heather :hug::hug:

@Bearlinda , I wish that for you too, and I wish it could be for myself. :hug::hug:

Two of my people died at work, but yesterday my very favorite ever, from these years working in this job. :cry::cry:

 

[Anrish]

1. @Junebug I'm sorry for your losses. *comforting hugs* :hug::hug::hug:
2. Dissociation day. I feel so "in between" everything...cannot connect.
3. What is it what I want?!
4. Walk the plank, Anrish.
5. It's even hard to keep my eyes open - feel so lost.