5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Upside Down Eagle]

- tiny grey shadows with paws are scurrying around my bed...
- shouldn´t have eaten that candybar before, now they´re onto me
- why the f@ck does it smell like wet dog in this house
- thank God I´m leaving
- they´re still there, aren´t they...

 

[Muttly]

1) why did I go into chat when I wanted to go to bed. Hmm... avoidance?
2) I think I need to talk to my t about our last session. It was a bit bumpier than normal.
3) T-minus 17 hours until my surgery. Sheesh, this whole process has taken forever
4) ok I am not going to go crazy tomorrow trying to get more things done before surgery. This has been a bit compulsive. I mean, there were things I had to do. Things that will make being laid up better, but theres a reason I need surgery. My leg is a wreck, so if things are a bit rough around the edges of my house, so be it.
5) My coworker was saying something about me being quiet. And, I see why she said it but it struck me so odd. I still think I'm a "chatterbox". Oh, how we grab onto those labels. I wonder, how many people see me as quiet? I mean, I can get talkative. Usually in one on one settings. And I am perfectly fine listening so I suppose that's why some people think I'm quiet. Weird.

 

[jaccat]

@Muttly hope everything goes well today.

When I opened my curtains this morning the air was yellow.
Two minutes later- hailstorm!
Ice has gathered in the corners of the windowpanes, like an image from a Christmas card.
I feel for the poor creatures that were out in that.
I am very glad that my house is warm.

 

[Chiqui]

Bah...sleeping badly again
I don't care much about anything
Not even me.
No good
Only want to hide. Abandoment.

 

[Muttly]

1) Edgy,
2) Edgy!
3) I dreamed about him but I can't remember it
4) 8 hours until surgery
5) EDGY

 

[Muttly]

Oops, meant to say @Chiqui, sorry you are doing so badly.

 

[Ronin]

1) @Muttly, may everything go smoothly, hang in there, and will be glad to hear from you how things are going whenever you're in the mood for it :)
2) Weekend almost here.

 

[ladee]

Ditto @Muttly, what @Ronin said... will be thinking about you and hoping things go well and your recovery is stable and not long...

 

[Teasel]

☆ Aaaaaargh!
☆ How can one person talk so much!
☆ Aaaaaargh!
☆ Enough already :inpain::inpain::inpain:
☆ And breathe

 

[expectingbetter]

I have been very sad last few days due to changes that happened I couldn't do anything about.
I am trying to move forward despite I miss some people very much, I miss the support and joy they were bringing every day to my life.
So this time I'll add an image here, to do cheer up myself a bit, and others who need it, it's bright colorful, it's the present I just wrapped up myself, making the bow myself, it's for my grandmother who will turn 86 tomorrow.
No matter how much I wish.I weren't but I feel fear of meeting some family members tomorrow, but now I am focusing on the bright, I need it, there's too much bad, I need good.
Happy birthday grandma!

 

[Lionheart]

How does one learn not to worry so much?
Do I generally care too much or have I simply attached too much value to outcomes?
What is an appropriate amount of concern over things to come?
I sure am full of questions this evening.
Wonder what's up with that? (kinda funny, but I am serious).

 

[EveHarrington]

1) I’m feeling really happy!
2) woohoo LO is back!
3) I’m really making progress!
4) nausea is mostly gone!
5) gonna run tomorrow!