5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 12723]

1 A forum pal called me diligent and strong today.
2 My blood pressure has gone down a little
3 I have a growing list of to do things today
4 I am enjoying an anxiety free day today so far
5 I need more broccoli too @Cashew

 

[Ellabella44]

I was confident in my job interview today.
It would include a name change since I hate my name.
Alot of people know me as Ella, so thats what it will be if I get the job.
They train you with teachable moments which I respond to very well.
I am hoping I get the job.

 

[Ronin]

1. Cheers on your name & important realizations like that, @Ellabella44.
2. Still out of broccoli, @gizmo. But glad for comiserating. :D
3. Ha. So the other thing I thought is completely current health issue... is again trauma being health issue. :banghead::facepalm:
4. If I ignore most offline things of the past week? I'm totally alright and having fun. :sneaky:
5. Speaking of fun, I should do a grid search for it. Bubbles, bubbles everywhere, for a start.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Cashew made me think of Powerpuff girls - Bubbles
2. My vitamin levels are very good :wideeyed:
3. Puddle Lane
4. Balloons
5. Peace

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. I like therapy, however, I do not like the deconstruction of my carefully built walls.
2. It slows down this >>>>:banghead: as I have no where to rest my head (several times in quick cession)! ;)
3. Getting healthier and falling apart may appear quite similiar after & during therapy.:roflmao:
4. My high alert is in gear and I have not slept going on a couple of days.
5. The upside of no sleep is that I am kicking arsh in my gaming, enjoyed a few shows, have an excuse for posting dribble and my computer is now maintenanced. :wideeyed::tup:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@Recovery4Me You crack me up! I am another one who is guilty of staying up all night playing games. But now I am trying to get more sleep. Games are so much fun!

 

[Ellabella44]

about todays interview:

They said they would call tonight if I made it to second round of interviews.
They didnt call.
I'm getting frustrated calling, sending out resumes, and interviewing to have nothing come of it.
I dont qualify for ssdi or the other one because I have not worked in the past few years - no work credits - raised my kids so sue me.
Who do you scr*w to get a job when you have ptsd and are not a vetran of war but a survivor of your childhood?

 

[Ronin]

Who do you scr*w to get a job

I'd try the other route - give someone hopes of it with a safe distance to take off from them once they realize nothing is happening. On a serious note though.

Is there a chance you'd go for self-employment? Can you make something and/or learn to make something that would sell?

 

[Ellabella44]

tried that, hasnt worked out so far.

the self employed, working from home that is.

not the oldest profession bait and switch ;) @Cashew

 

[corvidae]

1: i am out of honey; must obtain some and that means...store.
2: omgs, that first cup of coffee was amazing.
3: can't go to the store: it's saturday and EVERYONE will be there...buying honey, of course.
4: thinking of going back to school; academics to the rescue.
5: trying to follow the Life Mantra: grow things, make things, help people.

 

[jaccat]

Ugh, bad day.
Who the f*** puts shellfish in toothpaste???
Money:banghead:
Little things today are too big to handle
Retreat, retreat.

 

[watundah]

1. Will I ever be able to trust?
2. Shall I pass out pole vaults so folks can scale my walls?
3. How did I only do three things in 9 hours yesterday?
4. Running out of creams means Starbucks means. Hello, second mortgage?
5. I won a prize for one of my photos this week, Imposter Syndrome be damned!