5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Prayers aren't what's meant to act. Prayers are telling God 'Hey, there, Da, can YOU help?'. And He takes His time. ;)
2. Birds.
3. I need more bread.
4. Wrong bracket, again.
5. Where did my ID go?

 

[Tinyflame]

1. (((((((((((( @Anrish )))))))))))))), (((((((((((((( @Cashew )))))))))))))))

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. I decided to be more transparent in symptoms on the board.
2. I had a beautiful day disjointed by bells from h3ll.
3. H3ll is relative: sometimes I think h3ll is my relative.:clown:
4. Before this board, my capital "T" was mostly in hand signs & meant time out.:whistling:
5. Going to therapy is sometimes like going to Catholic School: both the Nuns & my T. have measuring sticks to keep me in line.:rolleyes:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Nothing

 

[UnKnown-Self]

1. Thinking how pissed I am at our LR person because I keep her payroll and she acts like her mistakes are my incompetence.
2. Hate taking to her in her office because she has some beautiful butterfly decor and it is so f*cking distracting because parts of me are "ohhhh butterflies" and have actually interjected into the middle of a conversation about work and wanted to discuss the butterflies....
3. I might be weird but that does not equate incompetent so I wish she would control the "what a weirdo " look when I say "stay focused " out loud.
4. Went for a walk because I started crying and didn't want anyone to see. It worked.
5. Wondering if I made a mistake sending the LR person an email requesting a meeting on how to proceed with her time and how I'm going to say nicely but assertively, let me do my job, especially since it is one of my strong suits.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Off any subject, the lady yesterday with the silhouette of the bunny on the ground said it's so incredible, it makes you feel like you should get chalk & outline it. All I could think of is those 'dead bodies' thing.. traumatize children/ :eek: :p
2. @Cashew Idk (as in 'Idk anything', as per how God works or what God thinks. I don't understand, or people. (Hugs for you, btw. :hug: )
3. Glad got taxes done.
4. Excrutiating near-permanent headache. Wish it would go.
5. Washed the #&@%! sheets. ;) :)

 

[Ronin]

1. Mah mentor was wrong. I'll get ballet to everyplace, because if it ain't good for a dance, what /is/ it good for?
2. Oh, another lil racist thinking I should pay attention to him. Not even sorry, I like removing shit from my boots with more attention to detail.
3. Someone else. Not up to relationship building right now.
4. Sayonara, brother. Why did it take me so long to get to this point?
5. KISS. So just focusing on the birds again.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. I wish my leg pain would go away
2. I wish I didn't feel so alienated in 'real life.'
3. I wish I had something good to look forward to
4. I should wash the dishes
5. *sigh*

 

[Ronin]

@Junebug: At 'nothing': Halelujah, you're hundred percent mindful to the cough deeper workings of the universe & serenity & present moment.*

*That or Buddhists got it wrong, too. We'll go with success stories.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thank you @Cashew :notworthy: :hug: . The only thing of Buddhism I know is from Thomas Merton! :) (And I can't spell Halelujah for trying. :) :hug: )
2. Nice to know I know nothing, most people wouldn't feel 'ok' about that. And if I feel lousy/ don't fit, my fault. I prefer invisibility anyway. An Invisibility cloak- :cool: :)
3. I would do your dishes @Cj77 , anytime. :tup: :hug:
4. Having no future is not helpful, or encouraging.
5. Everything else to say of no value or too dark. Not that the above has value.. :p :rolleyes:

 

[Anrish]

1. Stupid monthly issues: OUCH!
2. One bottle a day keeps the doctor away (listening to Irish songs...:roflmao:)
3. Need to be more focused on my own stuff.
4. Still OUCH!
5. Miss my dog. :cry:

 

[UnKnown-Self]

1. Thinking about @Junebug posts knowing I spent most of my life with stinking thinking (no judgment intended) and I spend a big chunk of my time with it now.
2. Remembering an amazing 7 years or so that I was living life and while I was (unknowingly) still affected by my PTSD... I had a life that was a learning experience of how life can be.
3. Thinking the shoe fell of course and still can't shake the notion, I am so f*cking undeserving and that time was only to teach just what I am undeserving of...
4. Fighting that thought with it was a good run while it lasted and my race is far from over.
5. Thinking @Junebug @Cashew @Cj77 @Anrish @shimmerz @lostforgottensoul and everyone else my mind can't remember how their name is spelled but I mean you none the less... You never know when life is gonna turn or what way. Good things are possible and your race is far from being over too.