5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 33052]

1. f*ck if I knew
2. Does really what I fear have to happen every time?
3. Stop tempting me, God. I'm done...

:hug: better late than never, I hope...

 

[Deleted member 33052]

1 reading the trauma diaries makes me feel ashamed. I may have grown up in a war zone, but compared to do many of these stories, it was a playground full of rainbows

2 I'm frustrated because I feel that there are many small things people can do to help themselves, and I can't understand why they don't. Maybe I'm intolerant. :(

3 I'm feeling impatient with my own recovery. Even though I'm in four different types of counseling, and working as hard as I can, I can't heal fast enough.

4 I'm thinking that both 2 and 3 may be partially caused by my adhd, but I don't know.

5 I think I sound like a complete bitch. :(

 

[Anrish]

1. @Junebug : Thank you, I feel better and I think it's so kind you remember...:hug:
2. @Junebug: I think you need a 20 things I think today thread...:p:hug::hug:
3. It's not so bad to be all alone in the house (LL on vacation, Cleo at her family's. :laugh: )
4. I like my new dessert. :hungry:
5. I'm not in the mood for the time change again...:banghead::wacky:

 

[ladee]

1. I need to start waiting three days before I post good things
2. My depression is lying to me big time today
3. Got more bills today that I can't pay
4. Going to let my brain rest today and let the noise run it's course
5. Wish I could kill the 'monkey voices' without having to kill myself too.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. @Junebug :hug: :hug: :hug:
2. @Anrish :hug: :hug: :hug:
3. I think I have sciatica :grumpy:
4. Watching a thing has made me wonder if it's my fault I'm so stuck - which is so hard to figure out and if correct I just want to cry and cry and cry.
5. Thanks, Harry Potter

 

[Ronin]

1. @Cj77, I tend to be Camp Not Your Fault. But in case it were? Still doesn't mean blaming yourself will help you any. So better think of things as not your fault, and work on recovery in your own time, in my opinion.
2. Thinking of a colleague. When I spoke of an injury, I meant tenth of my limb has second degree burns, and not a little tiny blister. I refuse to put a timer on my recovery /again/ and stress myself for someone else's events.
3. Don't get me started on how pissed off I am at expectations of others. Also: Don't provoke me to action. Right now, I'm at the point I don't give a f*ck for who else gets hurt for me to get peace. So leave me while I have that peace.
4. Tranquilo. Tranquilo. More of calming things.
5. More juice would be a good thing, too.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Cj77 : I hope your sciatia will get better.
2. I had to google sciatia because it's called "Ischias" in German. :clown:
3. *offering more juice* @Cashew
4. It's time to go to bed.
5. I don't feel tired. :confused:

 

[Ronin]

1. Thankful to @Anrish for both the German translation and juice. :cool: Now I'm all caught up, without need to google. Hoping Anrish gets a decent sleep, as well.
2. Looking for funnies so still grateful for quite a few @Mal Content's replies as they're cracking me up.
3. ... Or I could think of London, London also calms me unfailingly.

 

[Changing4Best]

1. I had nightmares last night
2. woke from them
3. went back to sleep
4. had another one
5. could not go back to sleep

UGH!

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Thanks @Cashew, I've been blaming myself all afternoon but I will stop :)

@Anrish thanks, yes, the pain radiates all up my entire left leg, it has taken me a while to figure out this is what it must be, I've been worrying about it for a few weeks, hopefully it will go away soon

 

[Ronin]

@Cj77, sounds an evening spent better than the afternoon, and afternoon useful for it shown you a road to not take for your health. :sneaky::hug: Wishing you complete recovery and lots of soothing time in the meantime.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Cashew, you're right and thank you for being so kind, I hope you have a calming evening and plenty of juice :hug: :hug:

@SheilaKathy :hug: :hug: