Things I Wanted To Say But Never Did

[Harorudo]

Hello, a pleasure dear reader to meet you.
I guess this is where I welcome you to a look into my life, my journal of my road to recovery from my trauma and more. Here I'll be sharing some things about my life with you all well, please enjoy reading!

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Today has been a quiet yet semi productive day for me. I started posting here and I feel at ease already. I'm excited or just ready to try a brand new place to be by other people who might understand me. Though more get me since they could also have what I do as well. So far did chores with out a fuss today and still in a decent content mood. Right now I feel tired though due from the heat praying Autumn comes soon and I can get to walking more, plus my cats enjoying fresh air from lounging in the windows. So much to say still but for now I'll keep this sort. Thank you for reading whoever you are.

Till next time

 

[Dark.Green.Feathers]

praying Autumn comes soon and I can get to walking more

Me too, for the same reason.

 

[Harorudo]

Me too, for the same reason.

That's nice sadly where I reside I have a tiny feeling we'll have fall weather for not long this year though true I could be wrong. This spring and summer time been brutal.

 

[Harorudo]

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Hello again dear readers,
Waking up this morning has been rough a little as my dreams haven't been great yet again. ( No surprise there due to my Chronic Nightmares ) I've been trying hard for them not to bother me but in the end they do in some way. I wish sometimes someone could hold me a hug nothing more and some how that makes my mind at full ease and I feel safe and loved. However it's merely a dream of mine I know won't and can't happen due to my fear of being touched still. Don't get me wrong I want hugs and all that but it's hard for me due to trauma.

Today plans is relaxing and doing some productive things today. I got my chores done for the house earlier this week so I can fully wind down and chill. Not sure though I like to read, draw, watch my anime show, do a puzzle and movement more some kind of workout. It's hard if you live where it gets pretty hot in summer time. However if not too harsh out I'll take a walk around the block. Even though the air is hard to breathe if too humid out here.

Ah the joys of summer meh.. so far I feel alright here still as well will always take it slow. Eh I'm not sure what else to say it's 4am just woken up and can't sleep anymore. I'll make a cup of coffee ( I drink it sometimes ) Lastly find something relaxing to do, probably read and watch the sunrise. Well take care dear readers.

Till next time