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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1) I am trying to get more in shape during this season where I can balance better physically. However, my body is being a whiner about the whole thang'.

2) I have been blessed with finding some reduced priced good food. I am talking to my muscles nicely and telling them to get with the program and fix it.

3) I still have the same feelings but not as weighted when they bottom out. I found giving myself permission to feel anger released some of my depression and stomach concerns.

4) I really like being single at this time and living alone.

5) I feel a freedom that I have not had since 15 years ago. But the best part is that this time, no one here is trying to fix me up with someone else. There is more privacy at the new residence in many ways...I am learning to relax once again.
 
Sometimes I can just see through people and things. Why do I fear sharing this? Why do I feel shame about this? Why do I feel it is arrogant?

I really like Sade's 'Sweetest Taboo'. I got why it was such a hit.

I'm looking forward to getting some feedback about my work

When I was out I didn't notice how the world felt up against my skin

I'm grateful for the kind and genuine
 
1: i've had a few days of intense physical pain (chronic illness flare); my choice: take the prescribed pain med and be a zombie or don't take the med and be in pain.
2: trying to eat and drink while in pain: not very likely.
3: also not likely: taking the rest of all the meds (they need eating/drinking, yanno).
4: even looking at the computer screen is painful.
5: support to everyone in need. holding folks in my heart.
 
I hope my mom will take me to the store so I can get my antacid.

I really need to stop procastinating.

Looking forward to visiting mom & dad today. :geek:

My "baby" will be 27 on Monday. Where did the time go? :tdown:

My oldest is getting married on Saturday. I hope I can get through it without too many symptoms. Unlike last year when my youngest got married ( I couldn't get through the reception.) :eek::banghead::tdown:
 
I'm kind of liking my new job, everyone is so nice, but am concerned about what the perm salary will be. I don't want to get attached and then not have it pay enough!

I should not watch the news! (nor the debates)

I will absolutely, positively vote!

I think I must be in an emphatic mode as I see many "!" above. lol

Okay, one more, I must lose this weight and regain my health!

VB! ;)
 
Memories dont ask if they can show up, they just do.
Defensive system activated = so I have to deal with it
I want people to like me = weakness I say, you are stronger alone
Linear time is so boring. Its the same going ahead. We need another spacetime continuum
Tomorrow another day, I wear my mask and the stage play begins.
 
Welp, I completely bombed my t appt yesterday! Total waste of time and energy and I'm totally disappointed with myself.

Now part of my homework is to sit with my failure for a week and realize it's "OK."

I want to see the movie The Girl on the Train when it comes out. Discovered I actually own the book.... no idea how I got it. Lol

Wonder if I should read the book before or after the movie? Hmmm

I think I might go drive a go-kart as Mario in Akihabara this weekend with some friends if the weather clears... but driving in Japan in a car freaks me out! One fear at a time and is there any better way to face it?!
 

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