5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 12723]

Spring Break is over for the kids, how did I manage to miss that one?
Dishes are done, going food shopping today later on.
Have to clean out my refrigerator.
Have to put groceries away too.
Oh well, today is a brand new start for me.

 

[Ronin]

Since I'm using this thread as morning/night mood check thread / monitoring...

1. So that's narrowing it down to five countries. If I treat this as former jobs? That's actually a success and having more clue :D
2. IDGAF things aren't what they used to be. If they're it in my head? I can get through them, and be who /I/ used to be.
3. Bitches aren't worth the anger, but exercises in Not Worth The Arrow keep the archer focused. On something else than loss.
4. Still didn't figure how many of my plans with Asia are just a death wish & a wish for another past.
5. But, sistah's tasks. Just because I'm slug speed & lost doesn't mean I'm not moving.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I'm white ronin but I still give good hugs? And lots of prayers xoxox.
2. And I tan fast :tup: :)
3. I was thinking, SI is a 'fatal attraction'., right?
4. Hugs to all xox!

 

[Ronin]

Oh Buggie :) (Hugs back)

Promise, my rants aren't at people, generic. It's more frustrations with specific behaviors & mechanisms & things that complicate my life and socialization that I have so very limited control over & that make me feel not belonging ever in areas I'd need. So promise, not a bad thing to be any given class of peoples.

& Yep. SI is a deadly romance and as all deadly romances, best ditched before it gets to that 'deadly' point.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Chose to do food shopping tomorrow morning after all.
Going to get out of here.
Was successful in staying mostly out of my head today.
Things eating away at me and not being successful with that.
Missing my family a ton.

 

[Friday]

Not Worth The Arrow

<chuckling> I get a little bit of extra joy out of the fact -later- that that is the biggest sign of contempt & disdain I can offer someone. A round costs pennies on the dollar. When I'm training I'm putting thousands of the suckers down range every week. When someone isn't even worth the bullet? Nevermind all the costs that come later, but isn't. even. worth. the. cost. of. ammunition? :hilarious: Brings a whooooooole new level into someone not being worth it. When I'm really on my A-game I have that realization in the moment, and it just makes me smile. :D And people be wondering why I'm always walking around grinning. For the record, NOT usually for that reason. But when even massive contempt has something funny about it? Blue skies.

 

[Llith]

- Whoop! Wrote some fun code, and it works! So far :cool:
- I am really really really tired.
- Bed is comfy, I should be here more often.
- Work is exhausting, no idea how I keep it up
- Wow my bedside table is messy! Probs need to remove the huge amount of rubbish on it :P

 

[Naoru]

1 Finally crashed last night and it felt so good. Sweet, sweet sleep.
2 Mother says I should check with the doctor, too. *stamps feet* I don't wanna!
3 Of course T pulled more out of me today than I wanted. There goes that good mood.
4 Make three phone calls? Okay, sure. Call T and cancel. :sneaky:
5 :sleep: Avoid the feels and nap or avoid and keep busy :cautious:

 

[SophiaWisdom]

@Naoru Yes! relate!!!!

1) Ugh that 3 hour evening nap was SOOOO f***ed up.
2) Today was one sh**eous therapy session and it was EFFED up
3) I hate all things today and I just want to be allowed to and just sit here frowning
4) I'm hungry but don't feel like making anything to eat
5) I'm so pissed but I'm always so pissed these days

 

[Anrish]

1. Monthly issues...my joints hurt so bad. Wouldn't be once in a year be enough!? :banghead:
2. One task to accomplish today: Bring away my MTB.
3. Tiny stupid Anrish.
4. Cannot think straight.
5. Ture. I make fun of you - so watch out. :alien:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

!. Brave
2. And stupid
3. Very very stupid
4. Where's that kenpo taiji pdf?
5. UGH!

 

[Ronin]

1. That about decides at least the place.
2. Mentee reminded me I've been isolating longer than I thought.
3. - 5. IDGAF for the now & Not In The Mood. They don't speak my language, they don't speak my experiences, they can die in a fire for all I care.
.... Except, right, I would care for putting out the fire. Sigh.