5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

@MariaY It was surprisingly easy - just takes some patience. :D

 

[Chiqui]

@MariaY It was surprisingly easy - just takes some patience. :D

I will check the recipe in google, also will buy some patience :)

 

[Anrish]

If you don't find it there, just PM me and I can send it to you. I have it from a dessert cooking book. @MariaY :)

 

[Muttly]

1) Helped the boyfriend move. He's so sick, so I did most of it. He moved to an apartment on the third floor. I am soooooooooooo tired
2) Boyfriend and I talked about what it would take for us to be in a primary. Basically it boils down to cats and children. He's allergic to cats and I have two. That one is not insurmountable. He wants kids... I just can't see me having kids
3) It's so nice to have sunshine. It's been one hell of a winter
4) I want my T to respond to my email
5) So much to do

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I feel pretty sad and horrible.
2. I'm glad I had lots of experiences with death as a child to know what wasn't 'normal'.
3. Creeped out by researching most people who shorten others lives get 'off' on it. Gross.
4. They all have justifications and rationalizations. So does everyone with abuse, child abuse, CSA, rapists.
5. I forgive her.
6. She transferred her damage to me. I see no way out.
7. I'm sorry these are heavy.

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1) today is day 14 w/o weed in my life and I want it tonight more than i have the past two weeks. probably cuz i feel the need to self medicate tonight
2) the sadness is overwhelming
3) i still wanna burn that bitches house down
4) thankful. so f*cking thankful I have the T I do. She is amazing and she's helping me more than i can put into words
5) i'm going to a baseball game on tuesday. it's gonna be fun. i'm glad i have something to look forward to

 

[Ronin]

1. Nope, not thinking about mothers in any capacity. Except for LSS & Mama C & Mama -... nevermind, I've had good mentors.
2. Doing so many normal things & not feeling normal even remotely.
3. Oh, right, so we're back to no one looking for anything at the time. Way to feel super useless. Moneyless & Useless.
4. ('That you're down doesn't mean you're out.' -E.D. ... one my nigga I shouldn't disappoint, dangit.)
5. Trying to not get hopeful for a meeting ahead. Hope kills. Don't hope, self.

 

[Anrish]

1. Went to work.
2. Everything worked out alright.
3. Stressful day.
4. Head is clearer.
5. Need a extra tight hug.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@Anrish here is an extra tight hug.

 

[Anrish]

Thank you @gizmo - back to you.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thank you @Anrish :hug::hug::hug:

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1) today is shitty.
2) I am in a f*cking boot for my foot. idk how long i have to wear it but i already CANT f*ckING STAND IT.
3) I feel super defeated, worthless, and like a burden to everybody in my life.
4) i haven't been this sad in a while. wishing life would end... no plans and will NOT do anything stupid. but God knows this life is f*cking hell on earth. I hate myself.
5) tomorrow's a new day.