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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Hugs to all, if it doesn't mess you up. I keep missing days. @Justmehere, you had me laughing so hard. Once, my best friend and I were in NYC, and as we were crossing the street, some man came over and kissed her on the cheek. I couldn't stop laughing, I know it was horrible of me, but it struck me as so funny. She was angry and shouting at him, a perfect line of insults with no curse words. That cracked me up even more. She was mad at me too, but I just couldn't stop laughing. It occurs to me now that I was laughing because I was afraid of her huge anger.
 
1. Shuffled days & shuffled years. Not missing time, having it all topsy-turvy.
2. Trying to not slide into the mindset where literally, the only thing making sense is skulls of my enemies.
3. & Let's breathe self, the sib site & feeling safe & Pack Has My Back exists.
4. Neverending noise & bullshit, TLDR: Joys.
5. Dreaming on. f*cking harmless when I'm dreaming. Except to myself. And punched mirrors. >__< Gawdamn sleepfighting.
 
1. @Junebug : Thank you! My flight will go tomorrow! :ninja::laugh:
2. Hugs to @Ronin @DharmaGirl @Heather and @MariaY :hug:
3. Ran away from the thunderstorm today, got lucky. Not very nice when you're still about 3 km away from home and thunder begins to roll - unplanned sprint exercise. :eek:
4. I do not like that unsteady weather.
5. Cleo and I played a duet for about ...10 seconds! I never played with anyone but I think it could be fun to work together on a piece - with the piano and her violin.
 
1) I am dealing with lots of sadness and anxiety lately :(
2) I feel super defeated and hopeless
3) I got to see my mom and sister today, which was very nice. I appreciate them
4) I am literally giving 110% to my recovery, happiness and success right now... but I'm getting nowhere
5) I opened up to my T about some things about her... it was really hard to do, but I feel way better about where we stand and her view of me and my progress. I am thankful I worked up the courage to do it.
 

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