5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Teasel]

1 ~ Today is not a good day.
2 ~ I do not want to be here.
3 ~ I wish it was night so I could sleep
4 ~ How am I going to make it till then?
5 ~ Hurts too much.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Bearlinda :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Anrish]

1. Finally weekend.
2. How to greet someone you only know from the internet...and who is not from this place here? I'll meet him tomorrow. :nailbiting:
3. Still too hot.
4. Cleo finished drawing her comic but she's still...bitchy...:cautious:
5. Bread baking ahead.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. @Anrish I cross my fingers for your meeting with him, just be as you were towards me (or similar) as that was perfect :tup::hug::hug::hug:
2. Feeling relieved over something :)
3. Also..... m,mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmcmmmm kcv m mv :sneaky::p
4. Need to clean my keyboard, space bar is being a nuisance
5. Keeping quenched and gorged :rolleyes:

 

[Naoru]

1 Did you say bread baking? @Anrish :p Hoping your meeting goes well tomorrow. Be yourself and it is sure to be fun. :D
2 Finally hot here.
3 Not as hot as it will be where I am going.
4 Hopefully ... I think. :O_o:
5 Good night, world.

 

[Ronin]

1. Goodie. Looks my home for a few months will be a low-drama spot.
2. Hey administrative? f*ck. You. That fee is artificial bullshit & stop with the f*cking harassment.
3. You too, post clerk people. It's absolutely not your business to demand a birth certificate or anything like that. I was f*cking sending a goddamn letter under an ID with a matching.f*cking.name. Learn to deal with change, ffs.
4. Need more sleep. That letter'd thrown me into a year ago and Nope, Year Ago. Stay Gone.
5. So terrified of 'homes' it isn't even pretty, but I can't find ships that'd be hiring Eastern Eu crews on any positions I'm thinking of so f*ck it, still on track with the original disappear-and-chill plan, instead.
(6. And if that doesn't work, I still have space for S.T.'s plans and recs.)

 

[Tinyflame]

1. @Junebug : I'll cross my fingers for you.

Thank you @Anrish . FGood luck tomorrow. :hug::hug::hug:

2.) not sure my heart has the capacity to love as deeply as I used to love...

@Justmehere probably not, probably far deeper. :):hug:

Looks my home for a few months will be a low-drama spot

Thank God @Ronin . :tup::tup::hug::hug: Put a flower in there? :inlove::hug:

Hope your infection gets better @MariaY . :hug:

Dear dear @Bearlinda , & @ladee , @C j , @Recovery4Me , @intothelight , @jaccat , @JadesJewel , and so many I don't mean to omit. :( :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

1. Is this time for me to be brave? :nailbiting: :sorry:
2. Is this time for me to try harder? :sorry::oops:
3. Is this time for me to quit? :unsure::(:sorry:
4. Idk. :sorry:

 

[ladee]

@Junebug, not knowing means you have room for choices.... room to break it down and see how you really feel. what you really think, what you really want... Of course I personally don't want you to quit.... but others can't keep us doing what is so exhausting.. hopefully you will get some good rest... that always helps me... lots of hugs..

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you dear @ladee , xox. :hug: I don't really know how to judge my needs, or the level of my needs/ if there's any importance?, and I really don't understand what wants are without being = needs, or required priorities. It seems all very mixed up, to me. Where did people ever learn these things?? :confused: Wow. :confused: :(

Like I was just thinking, I'm hungry- I think? :confused: , I haven't eaten today yet, but, I need to cut the grass- more rain?, done 1/2. The priority is the grass, but the need is eating, but the want is- Idk? -Sleep? So I'm doing the logical thing= typing here-? :eek: :rolleyes:

I suppose looking for guidance!

:hug::hug::hug:

1. I have to say good bye to my friend and the closest I have to therapy. Me being me I probably won't show. :(
2. Or I have to leave earlier in the morning. :( :dead: But other priorities too, or sister will freak out.
3. But I can't imagine dealing with stuff, including family & fears as is. Legitimate current worries, let alone past. Plus sister.
4. I wish I had never existed.
5. That thought isn't very healthy, or helpful, I realize. Hard to overcome.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Junebug :inlove::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Crow]

1. Mom went from to ICU today. Should I go down?
2. Do I choose to see my pedophile brother?
3. Would I control voicing my thoughts to my dad? Would I want to?
4. My mother is a very not nice person. I don't like her.
5. I don't feel guilty about that...which scares me sometimes.

 

[ladee]

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: @CrowFeather :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: @Junebug :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: