5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Let those tears flow and cleanse the heart palate.
Beauty that brings about said tears is the main reason I wake each day.
The state of awe is by far a favorite state, with no travel hassles...lol.
Each tree is so different, some twisted, some bent, some rough, some smooth, some uprooted, some blooming, some dead...much like us humans, ay?
Flutterbys, baby bunnies, and dragon flies, oh my!

 

[Tinyflame]

Walked to work the other day, traffic diverted. Found a pack of smokes, didn't smoke any but took it. Usually when I've quit and have one it goes like a heart attack on the spot or twice by about 36 hours.

Glad no one home for days.

Killer migraine.

 

[Ronin]

1. Hope your migraine eases soon, @Junebug
2. Other place off the list of job places to ask at. Sigh.
3. Smiling people in the past week. And The Cat.
4. So exhausted trying to be 'normal'. So exhausted finding more and more places where 'normal' doesn't apply.
5. FFS. Still most comfortable & at peace when dying or somewhere very near. f*ck life, it's unnerving and wrong. Not even depressed.

 

[Tinyflame]

5. FFS. Still most comfortable & at peace when dying or somewhere very near. f*ck life, it's unnerving and wrong. Not even depressed.

Yes me too. Tired. Cruel existence, ptsd. :hug::hug:

 

[jaccat]

Attempting to arrange my financs after a long headachey day at work is not the best idea I've ever had.:banghead: Guess I'm going to the bank tomorrow.
Achievement of the day- getting my boss to shut up and listen to me.
Gotta love allergies- perfume, pollen and dust, all at the same time. Yay.:meh:
I've booked my outward train ticket for my holiday!:tup: Now do I want to book the return?:whistling:
Time to write. Stop avoiding already.

 

[Tinyflame]

@jaccat :( :hug::hug::hug::hug:

Waiting to go to work. Hope I can make it through and no horrific surprises. :(

 

[Anrish]

1. @Junebug : I'll cross my fingers for you. :hug:
2. Why is it still sooo hot...?! :dead:
3. I wanna live in an igloo for real...
4. Third day of no piano practise.
5. Unfocused Anrish.

 

[Chiqui]

1. @Junebug : I'll cross my fingers for you. :hug:
2. Why is it still sooo hot...?! :d...

Its the global warming. Here is too hot, too !!
I am drownsing today..
Are the antipsicotic meds working ok for me? I awake feeling as I am in a boat but I gradually feel better with some coffee and smokes
It feels strange feeling me
I should go to my GP to check up an small mouth infection, the shore hand and my sight.
But I don't feel like :dead:

 

[Justmehere]

1.) INSURANCE! I sort of hate you.
2.) I need to breathe.
3.) I need to forgive so I'm not suffering so much. Insurance agent is just following the stupid rules they are given.
4.) new psych doc, omg, you are terrible. I state "I can't do fridays because of a schedule conflict, but I can't make any other day or time of the week any week work out" and even after restating this, you respond with telling me I'm not giving you "enough options?" What the what? It's just one day out of the 5 you are in. We can schedule months out, I'm fine with that.
5.) chapter number 57 of screwed up adventures into mental health care. This one will be titled "I'm tired of the stupid arrogance. What happened to decent customer service?"

Thanks for letting me rant.

 

[Justmehere]

1.) relapses suck - this is a minor one, or is it?
2.) not sure my heart has the capacity to love as deeply as I used to love...
3.) I'm scared I will never be enough.
4.) therapy is so early tomorrow.
5.) I'm hoping she is as steady as she has been

 

[Crow]

1. Why can I accomplish so much when it's necessary but daily I suck.
2. TV shows I watched as a kid are stupid.
3. Everything is loud.
4. I want a waffle.
5. Felt good to tell the rep DAPL is the reason for closing my accounts with his bank. Not really the reason but felt good anyway.

 

[Justmehere]

Waffles...mmmm....