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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Half way through this busy week, and still in control.
I finally took up those trousers. Still not entirely sure they don't make me look like a sailor.
How does someone forget they're on holiday?
Two weeks left to go. I may be beginning to freak out.
I know what I'm doing. Mustn't forget that.
 
  1. HOA had my trees cut down yesterday. I'm so sad they're gone.
  2. Don't feel like doing anything
  3. Want to cause extreme bodily harm to the stupid people who made this decision.
  4. The dove is no where to be seen or heard today.
  5. Can't wait till I can sell and buy some land. Maybe one day I'll be able to manage more than a small apartment
 
1 It is still mentally alarming when she says I have PTSD. What? I am not cured?! :p
2 Beautiful goodbyes today. A few hours spent with T, a few tears on her part and some office staff. It felt good and right.
3 My walls are bare. Cabinets empty. Getting real around here.
4 Should hit up the diary soon.
5 Dog ate my chapstick. :shifty:
 
1. Mad love to @Ironlady for still talking to me & bringing art & sharing her days and all. :hug:
2. Grateful for both S & M's messages. Right, I almost forgot the longterm things are a thing / future really exists.
3. Starting to snap out of it, judging by whose diaries I silent squat at, and offline life equivalent of visited places.
4. Need more painkillers.
5. It's 2017.
6. Something smelling like fire & smoke was another thing that cheered me up in the day. Nothing needed, but a wake up from lethargy.
 
It has been a full on day of grieving for me:cry::bag:
Finally the feelings have moved on away from me:inpain:
Have to catch my breath from the intensity of them:cry:
Not my idea of a good time.:wtf:
Start over fresh now and feeling hopeful:cautious::)
 
1. I am thinking about how to improve myself to make myself a better person.
2. I am thinking about that I am getting much better at working with my body and being more present.
3. I am thinking about how I managed today, and I did really well.
4. I am thinking about how I am much more here every day.
5. I am thinking about how I need to do some swimming.
 

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