5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

@Junebug Hugs back to you, dear Juny! :hug::hug::hug:

 

[Ronin]

Totally @Junebug. :hug: Cos I'll be skipping that one too.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @Anrish . :hug: :hug:

Maybe @Ronin, if we cannot be people of roots we can be people of wings?:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Congratulation for your decorations! :tup: Do you want to continue in my flat...? My mother will pay a visit soon and she is always sooo disappointed because I do not decorate. :alien::rolleyes:

Sure thing! I will come and decorate your place and afterwards I want to go sledding in the snow and have hot chocolate! tee hee.:happy::laugh:

 

[intothelight]

Going to take care of the necessary housework and tend the creatures. Need to slow down and spend more quality time and not just do the basics. In other words....enjoy.

Need to work on the "fence mending" although I am certain that honesty and transparency won't be forthcoming for a long time, if ever. I know that I have "mental illness", but it is not an excuse to engage in things that are contrary to my character. How does a person's character change so dramatically? That is the part that is the most difficult for me to handle.

Pushing the physical and setting my "drive" towards "health". I need an outlet and that is the one that will best serve me in the long run. Always put the drive forth professionally, but long hours and sedentary restrictions don't work any more. It isn't enjoyable and it is a struggle. Just need to do what I am best at and what I enjoy and let others take the rest.

What to do with taking it easier on myself? Not sure how this is possible as the push is so ingrained.

Thoughts are racing and jumbled. Change is tough at the onset.

 

[Teasel]

☆ often happens decide to post in here n me mind goes blank
☆ Daft being too self conscious to have a thought to post in an anonymous bleeding forum
☆ ho hum...
☆ :D
☆ till next time :ninja:

 

[Anrish]

1. Snow again?! :wacky:
2. Okay...everything is getting really weird!
3. I wanna kick my stupid aunt!
4. Less tension and pressure.
5. Happy memory, huh?

 

[jaccat]

Just got an apology e-mail from my tutor about her running late.
I still don't know where to go tomorrow. I'm thinking a town by the coast so I can hunt for gifts and go watch the sea.
Still struggling with the desire to go out. I want to, but it looks so unforgiving outside.
Sephen King's books are amazing, but they screw with my head a bit.
My firewood smells like mouldering forest.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I get to run some errands tomorrow will be fun...:tup::laugh:
Treated my little today and offered a treat later on as well....:inlove::hungry::laugh::D
It lifted my mood and spirits so I made a good connection...:happy::happy::happy:.
New to this interaction..:unsure:.
Thanks to the forum people for inspiring this step of growth.:tup::tup::tup::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[expectingbetter]

1. I have to keep working on improving my sleeping pattern
2. I am so grateful for peace these days
3. I wish I could continue being productive and not terribly anxious in the following week too
4. And it's even pms bit I still don't feel it! Please stay away,please!
5. I have four of five next days filled with some obligation! That's progress!

 

[The Albatross]

1. Holy crap how am I gonna make it one more day before a day off?
2. My back hurts, my feet hurt, my frigging hands hurt (whiney I know, unusual for me)
3. My mister was home both days this weekend and didn't cook supper once... (yeah now I'm sniveling).
4. My initial assessment is changing as the "assistant managers" loosen up... there aren't just cliques there are fi'ing factions and I don't want to be in one so I feel like the snail in the fish bowl.
5. It's worth it though to get a pay check.

 

[trying2movefwd]

1. I see my therapist tomorrow morning! Thank God.
2. Should I tell my doctor I have been off my antidepressant for 2 months now? Still taking mood stabilizer though and if I do tell what will happen?
3. Well today is the day...if you cannot accept me completely the way I am...then I just took steps to cut you out of my life. Goodbye! I doubt we will miss each other anyhow.
4. I hope I get to sleep tonight and wake up on time tomorrow.
5. I am really glad myptsd exists. It's nice to be anonymous and accepted. I hate having ptsd though.