5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Recovery4Me]

1. I now have an wonderful set of memories with my brother to counter-check the past when we were little.
2. I also avoided an ploy from my Mom to break my no contact. Some may call her action extension : I call it flying monkeys.
3. I loved decorating the house and tree with lights in an safe, happy and festive environment.
4. I am healing some parts of me that use to shut down on holidays.
5. I am finding that some of my older triggers areas are dissipating. However, there are plenty to work from.:laugh:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

..6. Nope. Failing, drowning, miserably :tdown:

 

[Recovery4Me]

@LilLynx offering a porpoise in shades of the rainbow, to swim beside you, lend a fin, chatter in the language of old and to nudge you to an island of refuge where hearts create kingdoms through compassion. I will meet you on shore with glitter cups of cocoa and sweet buns of cinnamon as we listen to the waves and see Chip circle above. :hug::hug: You will be safe for you are loved.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Recovery4Me :cry::cry::cry::hug::hug::hug: thank you

 

[Muttly]

1) All around triggered. I wish these dates didn't matter to me
2) Also wicked tired. The level of tired feels out of proportion to the day
3) Worked hard at work today. Overall, a good feeling
4) I need to figure out when I have PT tomorrow so I know when to wake up.
5) life is confusing

 

[EveHarrington]

1). So awesome that I’m running again. Go me!
2). WTF am I doing trying to be friends with my ex? Does this have a prayer of working?!?
3). Rebound situations can be so fun. Hahahahaha.
4). My hyperacusis is so much better! WOOT! I heart magnesium.
5). Eff this shit. I’m not getting up early tomorrow. Anxiety has set in. Grrrr.
6). So awesome that I keep getting positive messages from people about how I’m unique, don’t change that!

(Sorry I needed 6!)

 

[Crow]

1. After 1am and still up.
2. Feel like I'm drowning.
3. Whatever.
4. ....
5. ....

 

[Akhos]

1 - Feeling sad today, lonely, but not sure why
2 - Watching some new series on Netflix, but nothing is sinking in
3 - Mental health team called whilst I was on teh phone to a friend - bollocks to them all
4 - I miss the beach
5 - I dont think I want to be married anymore

 

[The Albatross]

1. Weird at work - apparently landed in another high attrition/employee turnover store.
2. Performance goals in play - I am slow. How do I speed up?
3. Hands, back, quads and feet - pain, how much will normalize?
4. Need new glasses... soon, clearly my stigmatisms have changed again.
5. Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming (Dori, from Finding Nemo) in my head.

 

[Tropical]

1. I want to wish you all
2. the best day that you can all muster
3. whether it means big or small steps
4. or just to recuperate, doesn't matter
5. because you are all important.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Chiqui]

Need new glasses
Need four new teeth
My tight hurts. Right leg dumb
New watercoloring
Winter is here

 

[jaccat]

I managed to turn around a bad mood this morning by giving myself a break.
Decided to watch a whole TV miniseries in one go, instead. State of Play is still a brilliant drama.
Can I be bothered to make macaroni cheese for dinner?
Why am I getting the urge to look back through family stuff?
I'm considering making a charity donation for Christmas in memory of my brother, but I want to know the money's going to the right place.