5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Teasel]

☆So happy about the reduced blood sugar levels!
☆Book some driving lessons!
☆Love my routine how it's shaping up me and my life. Ever evolving.
☆Feels like a waves in the ocean pattern, I build up and up in functionality until I get to where I can't comfortably cope and everything crashes. Then I build up again.
☆Actually thinking of it like this might help me feel less down on myself during the crash phase. Also begin to recognise when I'm pushing a bit too hard...

 

[expectingbetter]

I have been learning I deserve better
I have been learning expecting better
I have been practicing to deal with everyday losses but stay on my feet
I deserve better and I can get better than this, I could have once, I could do it again, I am learning to get to know that
I am coming to the terms it's about time to leave

 

[intothelight]

1. Raising the bar a bit as I have proven to myself I am capable of more.
2. Not pleased by the snow as I am ready for spring and just want to be outside. :(
3. Trying to grasp that its not just OK and it is and can be better than that.
4. Keep in mind it is who you are and how you live your life that matters and not what the assholes do or have done.
5. Its OK for it to be my time now and I can step back and learn to enjoy and lighten up,

 

[Ronin]

Keep in mind it is who you are and how you live your life that matters

Stealing the smart lines. :sneaky:

2. Still not in the mood for those people' shenanigans. But ofc named for coercive we're in the denial land.
3. Not giving a damn. Want to be poeming, somewhere in the Carribean.
4. NVM, Stars & Sides.
5. And that friend's portrait. Yup. Looked that way, in the better years. Still was nice, 'I remember you -this-'.

 

[Chiqui]

Mad week. Still thursday??
Lots of challenges and I have faced them!
Getting better. Got a new workbook on ptsd
Angry and happy. Who understand this?
Grateful for the site and the people here

 

[Muttly]

1) Huh, I never realized how much I looked at that piece of info. I will miss it, but no big deal
2) ate food I knew would make me sick. Why?
3) Perhaps I shouldn't be but I am glad that happened
4) I wish I could get a massage
5) And... on a positive note, I managed a nature walk, without crutches which I haven't been able to do since I fell five months ago. I had to take rest breaks, which seems ridiculous but I did it. It's still one of my favorite places

 

[Muttly]

1) uh oh, it's me again. I must be posting too much
2) I think I have to suck it up and call the chiropractor. I will find the money somewhere... or ask to barter with him. (I know he'd do it for free but that feels like taking advantage)
3) Therapy was triggering. I know it was good work and worthwhile, but I might be too tired and in too much pain to deal with it well
4) F*ck you stupid body
5) hmm... it's cold in this house.

 

[intothelight]

1. Mani/Pedi priority of the day. :)
2. Hike/walk if I can find a place not flooded.
3. Need to find something that will remove the hair. Three shedding newfs and never ending brushing.
4. Date night with hubby.
5. Stay in the moment and stop "thinking" about all that should be done.

 

[Ronin]

1. Wonder why the hell did I even bother verifying if she's alive, when they all were c*nts. I guess just to prove to myself fear & regret don't get to rule the day.
2. Sky watching.
3. Seriously miss the time people were reasons & trust and care flatmates in heart's spaces.
4. Impala of a wrong year
5. And a still on patrol submarine. Yep, clouds are kinder. They don't talk.

 

[Teasel]

☆Time to figure out what I want from life
☆ And how to figure that out - find helpfull tips on figuring out what exactly are my priorities going forward in life.
☆ I feel out of practise with big questions
☆ The world - my world - suddenly got a good deal bigger
☆ Grateful

 

[jaccat]

That job needed doing, but now I hurt.
Too tired to do coursework, but it's okay.
Will I get sick of too many creme eggs. Do I care?
It'd be nice if the weather would stabilise. I don't like hanging on for another possibe cold spell.
Actually, make that very tired.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I should be cleaning but I'm still tired from all the pain and jumpiness I've been having.
I don't want to do more grocery shopping.
I would like to start swimming again.
I need to put out scratch.
I will take a nap today.