5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[NatBird]

Wow the world is full of invitations

I am starting again

I am learning to trust my inner pulsation

I am frightened as the voice tells me if I trust this I wont get things done or I will get them wrong

I wonder if I am eating too little or too much

I have everything I need, what stops me?

 

[Teasel]

☆ Still feeling stuck.
☆ Can see real tangible progress I've made tho, looking back just in 3 months.
☆ Maybe it's beginning to sink in - a different mindset, less of lack, more of possibility.
☆ Wanna get that bookcase sorted
☆ and maybe go out dancing to Brazilian music?

 

[NatBird]

- Is this resting thing okay?
- Perhaps I am using this resting thing as a justification for being lazy
- I am enjoying getting to know me. There are aspects I find (one minute at a time) endearing
- Am I wasting my life
- God my dinner was so good. I feel happy to be alive!

 

[Keming]

Crisis averted.
I didn't fail.
How can typing fingers be so threatening?
Plenty of room to fail tomorrow.
Single-egg cast iron pans are ridiculous.

 

[HealingInProcess]

What's with these earthquakes on the west coast?
Weather is crazy.
When is God coming back?
How does wrong continue for so long? Just finished the audiotape for "Escape" about a woman who escaped a polygamist cult and it took something like 100 years for someone to take action against this illegal polygamist cult after a first failed attempt. Finally this woman gets in touch with the Utah AG and gets somewhere but I don't know how people don't report these things.

 

[NatBird]

- why cant I see one thought/idea through to the end
- am I always going to be like this, unable to ground anything
- it feels extra hard to sink in to resting today
- i wonder how much more time I need to digest before I can have a bath
- maybe I should take a nap

 

[HealingInProcess]

1. Love is not real without sacrifice.
2. God is here.
3. Discipline is necessary but so is self-forgiveness.
4. Grace is always there if I ask.
5. I have to dig my own wells.

 

[mumstheword]

This is the happiest I've ever been, for feeling ill (morning sickness)
My life is really moving forward
I'm scared but happy
I'm not "sweating the small stuff", even the fact that I feel I can rarely leave the house
I feel safer and more grounded than ever, celebrating it!

 

[Tinyflame]

- i wonder how much more time I need to digest before I can have a bath

I think 'none'? ? Only matters if you're swimming the Channel :) :laugh:

5. I have to dig my own wells.

@HealingInProcess , can I ask what that means? :confused:

I feel safer

That is Wonderful @mumstheword !
I think I do too? Am afraid I will do or 'think' something to upset it?, until I think that thought itself upsets it! So I am just grateful.
:hug:

 

[Ronin]

This is the happiest I've ever been, for feeling ill (morning sickness)

I know Im probably misreading something massive, here, but in case, congratulations to your baby...?

 

[HealingInProcess]

I think 'none'? ? Only matters if you're swimming the Channel :):laugh:

@HealingInProcess , can I ask what that means? :confused:

That is Wonderful @mumstheword !
I think I do too? Am afraid I will do or 'think' something to upset it?, until I think that thought itself upsets it! So I am just grateful.
:hug:

The comment on wells was in reference to my faith and that I have to put in the work in prayer to get results. No one is going to do it for me and especially in my situation where I'm on my own. If I don't help myself no one else is going to help me.

 

[NatBird]

- I feel good about having some of me needs met
- I can sense and feel me starting to allow myself to be genuinely nourished
- I feel excited about life, so much is changing
- why did I eat so much
- can I just have the taste of dark chocolate without having the effects