5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Muttly]

1) Why aren't I napping
2) Life is especially weird lately
3) two weeks of quarantine will make me nuts if I have to
4) And what do I do about the post office... and laundry
5) well cart and horse. it will probably be a negative

 

[Teasel]

Should be asleep, am tired enough for it, maybe anxiety about my sleep ain't helping.

Let's try out being kind to me hey.

Yearning feeling

Don't take life too friggin seriously

Well done on handling what happened earlier better than I would have done in the past.

 

[whiteraven]

I love my cats
I wish I were dead
I am stupid
I am worthless
I think I made my cats sick

 

[Muttly]

1) actually not too sick at this moment
2) breakfast?
3) my cat is stealing my pens again
4) People to contact. bleh.
5) breakfast

 

[Rani G2]

Breakable/fragile Body doesn’t work for me, I must feel healthy, strong 24/7
Well you aren’t feeling that way? So what? That doesn’t mean you are weak and less worthy
Who is saying this? Narc voice
Cannot go to the Gym and Do weight training, well well
That’s not the end of the world

 

[ChildofGod]

yummy
delish
yes please
thank you
too late

 

[NatBird]

Where do I feel good? Who do I feel good with? Well that's where I'm meant to be

What if where I feel good is not so good for me?

What if you trust yourself?

I think I am on my way to making that amends to myself. I think I am on my way to living

Careful, there will be a price to pay for that

 

[NatBird]

I need to watch my mind more closely

I can hear the critic telling me not to bother because results aren't instant - somehow how that translates as a sign of failure

I am enjoying having space

I have stuff to organise which I am avoiding. I will do it later, the latest tomorrow morning

 

[Rani G2]

Two suitcases packed for „emergency“
Steroid inhalers, vitamins, licorce tea
5 Books on survival
The movie „contagion“ with my IPad
I‘m ready for the forest, who is coming with me? Oh no reception in the forest...that’s too bad

 

[Teasel]

So I am frightened by all that's going on
But I can switch my focus in this moment to this moment and that's pretty cool

Chia pudding is lush. A treat but that tastes clean, helps me feel clean!

The fear is still there

Let's just acknowledge it and go back to this moment hey

Mr is a wanker

 

[Ronin]

@Rani G looks you're all set and good to go :tup:

Five books sounds you're ready even for boredom.

And pft, forests... smoke sig ;) Flares. Flashlights. Adventure. :sneaky:

 

[NatBird]

- when will I start
- when will I take action
- I feel protected from pressures with this 'social distancing'
- I worry it's more of an excuse to rest
- yes but you need to rest
- your life is over, you have nothing to give