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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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I hope I won't lose her friendship and interest by saying no

Is there anyway back for me, my body is a mess

I would like to change my thinking

I need to do a parasite cleanse - CPTSD is a parasite
 
sandalwood scents remind me of wanting that special something to be deeply engrained, safeguarded, No cracks shall ever make me loose that..
Thinning of skin in order to take in, doesn’t make me weak
How far are you willing to go in order to keep safe?
Did I taste something I have never tasted before, should I celebrate?
Potentiality, on my horizon..
 
1) I only have digital friends
2) I might finish with my counsellor because im just going round in circles.
3) I wish that I had a dog.
4) I want to play drums and music again.
5) The corona virus can f*ck off!
 
- I wonder why she's still in my life
- this feels good, this feels like me (while working)
- there's no point
- well then you may as well keep on going
- can I change?
 
1. I think people are more defined by their choices than only circumstances.
2. Then again- we are defined by other's words and labels, and define others the same. And dismiss or misinderstand on that basis as well.
3. I prefer to be around gentle people. They don't need to look like they are, but they have gentle hearts with me. Lucky for me.
 
You can find coherence
Yo-Ga doesn’t come easy
Distance/ friction between me and my "............“
If I can show you, I carry you and leave you there in place and time
If this is resurrection, then the body shows
 
1. A cent for every 'tupid Q I have, for real, and I can pay all kids I care for college tuition.
2. Seriously, how tf am I even s'pposed to answer that?
3. Cheerful.
4. So between Unfinished HS Fella and Fake Double College one...
5. f*ck that anyway. Ghosts. Shoo. I'm supposed to salt & shoot it. Not wallow in its words. At six o' kill me in the morning.
 
This mess is not worth it.
I hate my job.
I love my cats.
So much physical pain.
Wondering what I can do to extricate myself from all of this.
 

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