5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

1. Glad you all enjoy Easter so much. :)
2. I'm back!
3. I don't care!
4. I wanna write!
5. I will let Ture lead the pen / the words.

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. I am grateful for this board, staff, members and friendships.
2. I have grown in tolerance and in trusting others.
3. I am becoming more confident in the public threads thanks to the kind redirects of the members.
4. I have let go of much shame, in learning that others experience some of my symptoms as well.
5. I am becoming comfortable in many ways within my PTSD skin.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Wow, I think @Recovery4Me 's points above could be in accomplishments!! :tup: :hug:
2. I am glad for the people here , & wish the best for everyone & am glad @Anrish is back. :hug:
3. I feel positively ill from eating, it's hard to write. :sick: . I was thinking today, there's a strange phenomena, don't know why, & try to hide it from seniors at work figuring it out so they won't do it, but when you don't eat physical pain reduces.
4. Very thankful for blessings at/of Easter. Did have I wide range of emotions, much awe & unexpected happiness, but (and) let the negative ones just kick around. Too tired also to reach out more.
5. Saw the man who cried, got a 2nd chance so wished him a happy Easter, he did for me later too. Helped me feel better, frankly, because I know many men/ people like me too feel really uncomfortable & bad about themself or angry, if anyone has seen them cry, hide it all costs need. I do too.
Oops +1. more: Felt ~good that saw the Pope's words for Easter (saturday?) & made me cry a bit (all ok, I was alone lol), but feel ok because I had thought of some of exactly what he said/recommended before I read it, in the same way, so I feel a bit on the right track.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug I am sorry that you felt lonely on the Holiday. ((((hugs))))) XXX00Oo However, I am glad that you came here- so you were not all alone.;) There are too many of us. lol

:rolleyes: Oh ps...*coughs...thanks for the compliment.:notworthy:

 

[Tinyflame]

Hee, it's ok @Recovery4Me . I think I felt everything today. No, in many ways it was lovely, happy.

I just wish I could have sent over a Big Giant Chocolate Bunny, with all the trimmings (ie Turkey-for-trimmings? ;) :) )

Hugs to you. :inlove: :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Yes think it was one of the most heart-helping Easters, ever. :) :notworthy:

 

[Deleted member 33052]

1. I am grateful for this board, staff, members and friendships.
2. I have grown in tolerance and in...

That's wonderful!

 

[Deleted member 33052]

1. I'm feeling sorry for myself today.
2. I hate feeling sorry for myself!
3. I'm wondering where my foul mood came from.
4. I haven't eaten nearly enough chocolate today.
5. I've eaten way too much chocolate today.

WTF?!?

I think this calls for some chocolate...

 

[Deleted member 33052]

I'm done with this whiny attitude. Time to smarten up. :p

 

[Nikie]

1. Thinking of my kids:cry:
2.feeling So sad about them. All the bad I allowed :sorry:
3. Do I ever have to get up again:mask:
4. Is it better to be a dead mother .or better to be one that's their but not there .. " die ligte is aan maar niemand is tuis nie!!!!" Lights are on but nobody is home !!:locktopic:
5. Who else will I lose cos of my thoughts !!! :banghead:

 

[Deleted member 33052]

1. Thinking of my kids:cry:
2.feeling So sad about them. All the bad I allowed :sorry:
3. Do I ever have...

:hug: if you accept

 

[Ronin]

@Nikie, you didn't 'allow it'. People taking that choice to protect them from you does not your allowance make.

Alive mother is better than dead, in every case. No lights home? Means only time for those lights & gentle care is needed. Dead means lights can't return.

Besides, bet you didn't lose your dears just because you have times you're out of it. They love you very very much. It would take hella lot more for them to lose you, if anything at all.