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Am in crisis the crisis team won't talk to me because they say I have an emergency number: the emergency number say they are just a hospital ward so won't help, on call Drs just say phone crisis team. Do they realise how difficult it is to keep going round in circles answering check lists just to bevtold to contact someone who you know won't help.
So at 5;30 this morning I took myself off to A&E, who wouldn't let me see a psychatrist and offered me duazaoon and told me to go hone. Diazepam dosn't work- knowing I was really close to overdosing I started to cry, again I ass tOld I could have some diazepam and the crisis team would phone me later that day. I had already tried getting hold if then all of the previous day. I then got a sarky reply, when refused to move, that the NHS couldn't drop everything just fir me.
So they told someone who has been treated like second rate person, who is so scared of institutions and control that it takes an awful lot to even walk into a hospital, that no one cared and that I was being a pain. I struggle to assert my rights.
Have returned to bed and taken more than enough sleeping tablets to avoid the day.
So at 5;30 this morning I took myself off to A&E, who wouldn't let me see a psychatrist and offered me duazaoon and told me to go hone. Diazepam dosn't work- knowing I was really close to overdosing I started to cry, again I ass tOld I could have some diazepam and the crisis team would phone me later that day. I had already tried getting hold if then all of the previous day. I then got a sarky reply, when refused to move, that the NHS couldn't drop everything just fir me.
So they told someone who has been treated like second rate person, who is so scared of institutions and control that it takes an awful lot to even walk into a hospital, that no one cared and that I was being a pain. I struggle to assert my rights.
Have returned to bed and taken more than enough sleeping tablets to avoid the day.
