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Jojo (everyone calls me this) apart from drunken saiilors who tend to sing the walker brothers song Joanna at me.
And my name isn't even Joanna :laugh: Oh well never mind but thank you mum.
This may seem really awkward and emo-like (haha) which if you met me would be hilarious to say to my face (but secretly often true... .... ...no comment).
chaos
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After the incidents subsided, I started to write that word in my very fancy fancy handwriting on my wrist every day up 'till today. I think the word honestly just calms me down. No one normally asks me about it (thank god) which makes it feel so much more private and special. So chaos truly defines me because unless my life is complicated I can't feel accomplished. And to be honest, I like my life chaotic. What's life worth if it isn't a bit busy once in a while? This is sometimes why I feel that PTSD was a gift to me to subside my restlessness and give me a reason to work hard for what I want. Makes the reward (of life) worth so much more! :)